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arghx. im confused. stupid me.. dat day after my training.. it was de tchrs dae celebrations. but cant go baq sch, still had training. was quite irritated when pple ard me kept discussing whether they shld go baq or not.. i wan to go baq oso cannot. was in a rather bad mood tho. hehex.
had frenli matches wif pple frm rgs. after training, checked hp.. 6 missed calls 5 messages received. slowly read. den found out my ex classmates waiting for me at tamp mall starbucks. stupid me so excited n decided to go.. happily went dere realizing i dunno how to go dere.. den sms shuhuan to get sumone to meet me at de mrt. in de end. i saw k. stupid man. i shld hav liao dao wad. but when i saw him.. i was lyk: wah.. grow so tall.. siao manx. now taller than me.. not fun le. bleahx. den u noe one gurl one boy walked to gether.. so weird la.. i din talk much. went dere. knew they sure sabo again. found to empty seats together. dots. wanted to go over to de girls side. den shuhuan go sae she want to talk to me. so i no choice had to sit btwn kenny n sh la.. den they say wad muz share drink wif him. oh wadeva. den i kept quiet. coz they all keep teasing. den got de killer stare. stared at sh. den she sae.. paiseh hor.. too bad u came.
dat point realli regretted goin dere la. n k* juz sat dere smile smile. argh* den faster go hme. ms e oso stay in bedok. den she sae mayb u shld giv him a chance.. guys lyk girls veh natural one.
den im lyk.. u,tchr juz lyk de students so BOLIAO! den went hme talked on de fone wif sh. she sae wad: u die le.. k* realli lyk u alot. but i tink hes beta den last time. act i tink he quite zhuan yi lor. after 2 yrs still lyk u..
me: oh.. pls lor. i dun believe. i dun lyk him as much as i do in pri sch.
sh: now hes beta u dun lyk him. last time lyk shit u lyk him.. -_-'' den if he ask u out will u go?
me: huh.. dun wan.. he dun lyk me so he wun ask.k?
sh: he pon training juz to see u lor. i ask him.. den he everything oso smile shyly. u she me hao peng you.. oni tell him ur training ends at 4pm nvr tell me. he purposely dragged de time so u can go for de class gatherin aft ur training. so obvious he lyk u la.
me: if lyk dat..i wun talk to him anymore.
so i went de stupid place n knew so many things which i dun wan to. rather we bcum gd frens lyk b4 not lyk now.. so gan ga. haix.
black&white ; 9/06/2004 07:43:00 PM
