BLACK&WHITE(:

20070531

Hello. I am deprive of sleep. Thats all I can think of right now.
It all started from last week when I had been waking up early in the morning to chiong tutorials or study for spa, settle cca stuff. Sleep, I need you.

Hockey finals over, we got first. I feel bad because I cant remb anything much about it.. Friday, full-day, but I had chem spa skill C&D. Very anti-climax I know.. YAY! I FINALLY GOT AN ANSWER FOR MY SKILL C!!!! HAAH. Actually its quite easy to understand la. I wonder why I take so long to understand moles. tralala. I dont care if its wrong, I got an answer okay, after like 5 months of spa! ((:
After chem spa, we went to eat at hk cafe!! Haha. Food was not bad. We wanted to eat katong laksa but the weather was killing us so we headed to siglap instead. We being CHUAH, neo, polly, ray rin, ED-win, qin shuang and myself. That will probably be the last time we're gg there cos its not halal and firstlady had pre-u sem.

we were slightly late for the baskeball finals. the bus took a million years to reach. Anyway, I think the match was super exciting! Neo and I got really high, esp when its the cheer ''go vj go vj go..''. we cant help but started laughing when I went ''bring them down..bring them down'' Haha. inside joke. bball is super rough and injury-prone. I admire the bball girls. We fought hard and won 53-50!! (: sorry raffles.

after that, went to watch soccer finals to support KUANKUAN!! We were early and we saw the campus superstar geraldine. cant believe I was crazy over once. Haha. Poor kuankuan, fell down quite a few times. Though vj lost 0-1, we're still proud of vjsg, especially kuankuan who was the Most Outstanding Player!! (: We love you, girl! 1 week has past so I guess you are feeling much better, dont feel sorry yeah? (:

Had vjtt bbq cum stayover that night!! qin and I went to collect chicken wings and fries and nuggets before gg back to tina's house. I feel bad cos half the time I was on the phone and my nice teammates just keep serving food to me. THANKS TINA! I didnt really get to talk to everyone properly but it feels great to see all of them again. We should have more gatherings and those who always not free must go! Haha. In the end only 4 of all stayed over, xiao tifen, sheena, qin and I. Donuts! (: I love vjtt! (:

CLIC was quite fun but tiring la. I alr had little sleep for the past week. I wasnt prepared for this. Haha. Many many learning points. You just have to be there to experience it, I recommend this camp to everyone. I was really touched at the last part of camp, we all cried. Thanks eka. My group, IMBA: dhilshad, xing zhong, denis, anthony, shiju, isabelle, pao, charissa and myself. (: we were 4th, better than we had expected. HAHA. more updates on this camp next time.. bye.

I NEED TO START STUDYING!
to CHUAH's friends, IM A GIRL LA! HAHAHAHAH.

black&white ; 5/31/2007 09:04:00 PM

20070521

Hello. This post is specially dedicated to my dear kuankuan! HAHA.

You are the star of vjsg team! The goal that you scored was so FWOAH, so far and so good! (: Not supposed to scream or strain my voice since I still havent recovered fully yet but screaming 'go kuanren!' uncountable times was worth it. Please bring vj more nice goals and may you be in the newspaper and known to the whole sg! Haha. Im mad.

Please dont cry and get well really soon! Noone can perform if you're sick and having a fever my dear! Haiyo. The first time I see you cry.. Stay strong and im sure you'll do vj proud this friday! jiayou all victorians! (:

I know what to do alr. Its not that I dont speak up, I just want to avoid unnecessary trouble. I love to lead a peaceful and quiet life. Dont think that you can bully me just cos Im always quiet, I just want you to change everything yourself. go me! (:

=( =( I want to see you real badly! We are just too busy, staying at different parts of singapore. Love you dear.(:

black&white ; 5/21/2007 07:42:00 PM

20070518

Hey.
I seriously wonder just what went wrong to the sports teams this year? I mean the champions are getting 3rd, 2nd place ones get kicked out and even now, vj much adored soccer are not going finals either.. After the semi-finals match today, I cant help but think of what happened to the other teams like hockey, and most importantly, what happened to us. HAII. Next year will be a better year.(: I will be lying if I said I dont feel anything. I still feel hurt when people around me start talking about getting into finals and semis all that. At least you all have a medal, what about us?
First it was vball girls not getting to finals then it was hockey guys being kicked out, now its them. The performing arts surprisingly did well this year. Our full day/half-day/no day might just be the syf's celebration. I hope bball girls, hockey girls, soccer girls and all the other teams will just get into finals and go for the sports tour that they deserve. Good luck kuankuan tmr! I'll be going down to support you! (:

This is what I call school spirit. Even if you lose, you know the whole school is behind you and it does not have any link to full-days. They are lucky to have the school supporting them today. When the other teams lost, they didnt have half the school cheering and crying for them! That includes vjtt's matches. Go vj! Nil sine Labore~

I swear I wanted to die when it was the penalties. I had good view of everything. I watched soccer for the 4th time today and the reason is you. I understand how you feel now, I've been through that too.

Oh I met best bud and jf at parkway! Haha. FINALLY. He just called me and coincidentally we were all at parkway! They have a funny friend. SayonEra~ HAHA. So evil. They laughed at my hair. ): Seeing them reminds me of jr which reminds me of how we met which reminds me of ye which reminds me that I should start studying! Haha. okay im mad. I wonder how's jr and ye now. I guess thats what you call complicated. It is one of the more complicated issues I've faced so far. Haha.

~~I wish I could help you. I wish I could make you feel better. Sorry.~~

black&white ; 5/18/2007 08:26:00 PM

20070515

Boohoo.
Tell me why econs sucks. The test was damn screwed up! Haha. Its not as if I didnt study at all! If you give me q4 I can get an A for you la! =( =( =(
I only have myself to blame for falling sick during the weekend and not having enough time to study the 3 other questions. The nice people voted to be tested q4 but we still lost by 3 votes! HAII... Just when im trying to be a good girl and do my work. Even mrs mah says my studies quite bad! I just cant do chem and err maths? Haha. Econs need time la. Im trying not to dislike the subject. Seriously what right does he have to send that kind of sms to me. I was merely passing the message. Idiot. ARGH-
To think the 2 most disgusting tutors I have sit side by side! HA. No wonder they have funny accents and they speak weirdly. Im ranting..

Yesterday, I went to support the hockey girls at delta. What an eye-opener.. I've always thought that hockey was played on grass field! HAHAHA! Damn suaku. It was quite interesting. Our school really have good J1 hockers. (: Good luck to them. Also watched soccer match with Tina. WOAH! I still think that goal was damn damn damn GOOD and NICE!! Its so cool la! He just got scolded by tyh and the next thing you know, 2 goals by the same person! cool! Soccer is seriously dangerous. When do you see ppl bringing first aid box for Table Tennis matches? Haha. I still love Table Tennis. Cant wait to train on monday with meiyi!(: Please dont have extra lessons! Congrats girl! (:

I also received a shocking news yesterday. Not sure if I should be happy or what. Its still too early to tell..

HUAYU COOL! oral tmr tmr tmr! :l

black&white ; 5/15/2007 06:19:00 PM

20070512

'Remember that you are living someone else's dream'
Thanks best bud! I'll remember that. (:
Sorry I had to rush off to CCAB yesterday! Hope 30th may faster come then samantha tong wont have to wait so long! lol.

I think I am really weak. My immune system is damn weak. Im forever sick whenever im sad. It just takes 3 days of insufficient sleep to fall sick. =( Got a fever since last night. Flu, sore throat from all the screaming. I remember feeling very cold for the past few days. Haha. I didnt go for the PW meeting. bad girl. The receptionist could recgonise my father's voice when he called to book for my medical appointment. Thats just cos i have been visiting the clinic every month this year. When I went to the counter, she remembered me too! ohno! Can I stop falling sick! Please let me have more sleep so I wont fall sick! Haha. May I get well soon so I can hurry mug for econs test on monday!

black&white ; 5/12/2007 06:41:00 PM

Hello.
Many things happened..
1) watched The Number 23 and Spiderman3 with the team.
2) I have STM, cant seem to remb much now

Anyway, Napfa five items was quite bad. Haha. All the IPU and SBJ that I trained the week before helped only a little, my thighs were aching like siao after that. Haha. Did 33[A] for situps, 179[B] for SBJ[very good compared to my 160++] Shuttle run was stupid. The first time I ran was 11.3 and that is o.1s to A! how stupid. So I decided to rest first then later do again. Haha. 2nd time, smarter, ran barefooted and chose to run right beside the teacher who says the 'GO!' !haha. So I really did better, got 10.9s! (: Sit and reach 48cm, just nice A! IPU did 15![B] the teacher is damn funny la! Even before you do finish, he will conclude how many you can do and write down on the paper! hahaha. This just shows how unfit I am. rahh.

A level spa was a total horrid. I cant be more screwed up than this. Of all things, why did I screw up the real a-level spa?! There were so many mistakes I dont even know where to start from. Firstly, I took like 1 million years to start measuring the mass. The first machine was abit sot sot so I just waited at the other side. Next, I needed 7g but somehow I measured till 9g plus, dont know how to tare all that. Argh. It took me damn long to measure till about 7g! Then the adding of distilled water until the mark of the standard flask was the saddening part, it overflowed!! I forgot to use the dropper instead! rahh. So I had to redo the whole thing right from the start. =( the first time I pipetted, mrs mah didnt see so I had to do another time. So next it was the titration. I remb the colour change is from yellow to orange. First time, it became dark pink. 2nd time I asked mrs mah to observe and it turned pale pink, over alr. So I did again until it finally became orange. The report was not any better. I cant remb the correct anomaly statements, I actually forgot to record down the colour change and worst of all, the rest had values like 20 and 24, my value was 12. well done!

I watched my first soccer match with the team. Okay la, I now see why ppl can get so high over soccer. I mean its fun and exciting, you'll really scream all that. BUT I'll only watch if its vj playing. Why would you support a team that you dont even know? Haha. I still dont really know off-side. So many ppl explained to me but im still confused. haha.

Anyway, yest, I went to watch the volleyball semifinals. Though they lost 3:0, I could see that they really fought hard to save everyball, really worth rushing from spa. We manage to save some time and $ cos we caught the hockey bus! haha. Saw many ex-cedarians. I hope hockey boys won yest. After vball match, syiyar, polly, diyanah, kenji and I went out for dinner and err tea break? we took bus to little india then we walked from there till dhoby ghaut. Haha. My legs were damn tired. Haha. we took mrt to orchard then went to eat at far east. they wanted to shop but I was tired so kenji and I were just standing around talking. Haha. I seriously cant shop, Im so lousy la! My legs get very tired and sore after 1 hr? Haha. polly left early then we waited for char after her dance to go for dinner at food republic. We had a funny and strange talk which I wont elaborate. LOL.

may the days to come be better and happier!

black&white ; 5/12/2007 04:39:00 PM

20070509

eeyer. what happen to blogger?!

black&white ; 5/09/2007 05:54:00 PM

20070504

hello!
Im updating cos Im quite happy now, not sad or emo. Shall update only when im happy. Positive LL!!(:

I just had chinese oral practice. I scored a 4/5 for reading and a 6.5/10 for conversation, not bad! (: I was quite scared at first but I guess, everything will just turn out fine. Chuan Dao Qiao Tou Zi Ran Zhi.(: YUP, that shall keep me going till I leave VJ! I keep telling myself that when things just dont go the wat I want it to.(:

Yesterday's 2.4km was horrible! Haha. My timing was really lousy. The day started out badly with me waking up at 6.32am! I didnt eat breakfast, I had muscle cramps for both calves the night before![siao right?] so in the end I really got a C grade. Haha,I gave up and walked at the last round. lalala. Lousy me. I shall buck up for next year, how can a sports person get C for 2.4? tsktsk.
Xuete, I need to train IPU and STJ to get my A so that I'll still get 28 points just like the last 4 years. rahh, not easy at all!

how now brown cow, my studies just suck. why is it that there are some things you know but I dont? I cant seem to catch up on certain subjects, such as CHEM! =( For once, I did my chem tutorial. It was mcq qns from the tys. Eventhough got 2 correct only, at least I tried. YAY. I havent ponned lectures for a long time! whee, Im a good girl! Next goal is to pay attention and to understand during lectures! I can do it!

Anyway, mr najib used my photo during geog lecture again! walao can they stop using our pictures! -pouts- I was quite sad this morning cos I havent been happy for a long time. What happen to the smiley lilin in that photo at the start of the year? seriously, when I look at that photo, I thought to myself, 'thats the happy lilin I want to be, having a positive attutude!' mr najib said we shouldnt be too pessimistic[a photo of the guy sitting behind me during lecture] and too optimistic[my photo with the bright smile]. we should be in the middle, showed kenji's expressionless face. HAHA. I was just excited for school thats all. At first I thought he was gna use firstlady's smirking photo. haha. I guess I am not the lilin in the picture anymore. =( mr joseph tan also used our class pictures during one 2 of the lectures at the start of the year. Haii. Got laughed at along the corridors 'HAHA. Your photo in lecture so cute!' -_-

why must we have econs test after school next friday? thats 9 periods straight la! boohoo. i'll be hungry.

SO COINCIDENTAL!:D

black&white ; 5/04/2007 05:03:00 PM