20050522
x-cty is damn tired..sigh. thur, went to macritchie wif nikki. quite excited. coz i get to see her.hah.but dats not de point.ate bread on de way. beginning, i go toilet wif char n afew more. told myself will see her at the toilet.n shes realli dere.did stupid stretching in toilet coz queue damn long.
start of race: muz try my best coz i saw her at de ziczac bridge.den chiong in de forest.den legs tired,walked abit. ran wif char.den she nearly sprained her ankle. run run run..reach de highway. stitch acting up. decided to sprint walk. stitch became so much worse.i was practically limping my way down de slope. diana damn poor thing.sumone tripped her n she fell down, was crying so badly. she could have gotten top 30.sigh.our class damn lousy. so me n char walked alot coz of my stitch.had to hold on to de railings for support. suddenly, suihui ran past.den we exchanged de shit looks. so we chiong again.den i cant take it, walked.. den a few more ran past. by dat time reach de carpark.
last part was crying n sprinting at de same time. my stitch DAMN pain.de worst i've ever gotten. finally fin de race.was de 3rd last b4 30mins limit.stomach pain so i squat down n cried. zhiyun was dere...but i was lyk..pain pain.ouch.n sobbing at de same time.coz i lyk fin de stupid 3.2km wif my stitch.painful la. i cant stand pain at all.i'll usually cry.damn weak la.
den go wash leg wif char. saw her. so decided to stop crying. she damn pro la.top 20. but she was fainting at de finishing line, face super pale.holding her frens for suport left n right.she was looking at me subconsciously n walking to our direction. den suddenly she hold char's hand..collapsing? den i held de other..n asked' r u ok?' she sort of nodded n carried on 'walking' to de pole at the end. im so jealous of char..but nvm.haii. its lyk so near yet so far.i noe ppl ard her..she noe pple ard me.=[ but we juz dunno each other. many ppl hav a bad impression of her.but nvm.=] x-cty sucks la. it rained. she said hi n bye to nikki at de busstop. once again, im jealous.sigh.
buzz@canteen was lyk last minute.but other classes did it on fri which was more last min den us. we did a dance wif song hotline. clara say its abt phone sex.dunno. de dance was lyk tiring n difficult.but sumhow i juz hav to learn n memorize it in one day.siao. my muscleache was so bad. i cldnt train on fri.n my comp was on sat. haii. muscles r even hurting now. went clara's hse. talked nonsense. i hope we get in. but alot of pple say dance no originality.3m lyk veh nice.sigh. *prays hard*
lianhezaobao: wanling got 2nd. lost to huiqi in de finals. yuhan got top 8.. oso veh pro. i lost to jingjing.eee.but no choice.ppl tiongkoklang.me local product.summore shes lyk super tall n long.dun even nid to run. 11:4, 11:1, 11:7. she smack here smack there.den i hav to pick balls.she damn dua pai la. meiyi lost to yinghui by 3:1. zona 1st one jialei: 3:0.suay man. sher won de sss girl but lost to huiqi 3:0. yuhan lost to liaoying.peiyu lost to yushan but super close.3:2. luck draw yuting damn lucky. 2nd prize, $1000 worth of world od sports vouchers. siao rite. but she dowan share $100 wif us.too bad lor.
okay.tired liao.later still have to watch beautiful mind to fully understnad de movie.hah.ciao!=]
black&white ; 5/22/2005 07:48:00 PM
20050501
ok..i did sthg bad..n i regret. i screamed at de sec 1s. it was bad.they din help to pack up..even jiaolian hav to help. im sad..n sec 4s noe.dats trouble. i was super pissed plus de stupid seating arrangement in class. i juz exploded during trg. realli exploded.dat is a day to remb. leeza still had to cover up for me..=[. haoxiangzhaoyigedongzhuanjingqu. i bet de sec 1s r so scared of me.even sec 3s oso veh shocked.n i hav nvr screamed at anyone so loudly b4..even worse den instructors scolding us. sigh.i cant delete it out of my mind.n sec 4s r no longer ard. im even more sad.juz cant adapt yet.understands how peiyu feels when mavis they all graduate.its sad..so sad..i hope u dun mind..i hpe u dun mind.
n i lyk de show dolphin bay.so nice.their song rox. sec 4s having mye.. fri, elaine passed me her hp during morn assembly. den will cum and claim back after sch. in de end. during emaths, she was waiting outside. so stupid la.gtg.bye.
black&white ; 5/01/2005 12:31:00 PM