20070129
hello.I had JTS yesterday night at orchard's swensons. hahaha. i was damn pissed at the whole sitting arrangement and my face showed it, totally. rahh. i should never plan again. i was planning to sit with suchen and char was planning to sit with jacqueline or sthg but whatever. -rollseyes- the deciding factor wasnt up to us anyway.. haii. i was too 'cold' to even bother to react. i seriously felt like saying the F-word but no, i will try not to use that too often. i dont understand how char can bear with all the 'coldness'. truth or truth was fun though cos i get to know many many things, just like they get to know about #01. hahaha. somehow we were all fascinated with the dry ice and started putting all sorts of nonsense inside! ie. ketchup, ice cream. noone likes my lime sherbet! its a nice sour taste okay! at least not so creamy all that. I seriously cant touch swensons ice cream anymore! the last time i ate their ice cream in thailand, i had really bad stomach ache la! =( and i felt like dying,all thanks to tina and her grinding of that tablet! lol. last night I had stomach ache too! i was practically camping in the toilet with my gp notes, too painful to move. hahaha. no more swensons ice cream for me!YAY my angel finally wrote me a letter! the first one was quite rubbish but the second one was nice and long. (: I dont know what to say about this game, probably just not suitable for me to play this game. how 'interesting', how suay..tons of hw to finish my tonight. i shouldnt have ponned econs lecture today! the geog test wasnt even a test! the teacher was explaining everything to me during tutorial la! kuankuan was the one doing everything. hee. shes quite nice afterall.(:
black&white ; 1/29/2007 08:09:00 PM
20070123
HELLO EVERYONE!! ATTENTION!! IM NOT SAD ALREADY LA!! IM VERY OKAY! Just to let people like suchen know im really not sad anymore! im happy again! maybe i was err.. a little sad, still, on saturday and sunday morning but thats just a little. hee. anyway, thanks to all those who cared la! i didn't expect kuankuan to sms me on sat morning! she was so sweet! she realised i was feeling down! aww..(: I hate to delete messages. I love to save them especially this kind. WHERE ARE MY LETTERS?!?! -pouts- apparantly my mortal is not replying and im not having high hopes either but my angel seems to be non-existent too! =( eeyer.. Others at least have one person to reply to and receive nice goodies, still complain not the kind of sweet/choc they like! i'll be more than happy even if its just a 'hello im your angel. tell me more about yourself. bye!' hahaha. really! im so envious of the rest okay! they have nice candies! hahaha. not fair! lol. okay i should stop typing like a spoilt brat. nvm if i dont receive any of those letters. i have lorena's! thats good enough.. I get to know about my #01!(: last sat, i received letter from best bud!! YAY! finally.. i swear his handwriting is so neat i think it resembles a girl's one! so happy to hear from him again! i miss best bud! ohno. reminds me of last time during o's, he would always disturb me la! so evil. best bud makes me happy and will make me forget all the unhappy stuff. (:continenal drift, polar wandering. lol. we sure can link studies to daily lives. i dislike chem ALOT! i was half-sleeping during tutorial! if she wasnt the CT, i would have just slept straight or something. yes, there are ppl[me] who enter class with nothing in their brains and leaving tutorials with empty brains too. i seriously find it a chore to even read chem. it feels like how i dislike studying lit last year. amaths was a different case. I didnt give up, i tried. (:exchanging uniform is fun! (:
black&white ; 1/23/2007 08:08:00 PM
20070120
i feel like playing the piano again. i feel like playing marriage d'armour in a sad and slow manner just like how i played this morning in cedar.i feel like just giving up and hiding in my blanket.i feel like just leaving the team, leaving the school and do whatever i deem interesting.maybe im just not suitable for this sort of education system. maybe no matter how much i try i will never make it. i guess i can only say ' STUDYING SUCKS TRAINING SUCKS BUT THE PEOPLE ROCKS '. that sentence totally explains what im feeling yesterday. i miss crying with meiyi at that little corner outside sports hall during training. i really miss that spot. i wish vj has a similar spot for me to at least sit down and reflect about everything.. ):i have no idea what went wrong yesterday. please dont ask me anything. im really lost and confused. sorry partner. ):
black&white ; 1/20/2007 04:41:00 PM
20070116
hello. lessons has officially started in vj and i totally dread it. haha. i kind of miss orientation but not bcos of my og cos i only talk to the girls. the guys are not exactly the type of people i'll talk to but whatever. i love sea regatta! haha. i got dunked into the sea thrice! i fear of the sea at east coast. some childhood thingy. when i was 6 years old, i was nearly drowned la. then i dont know how to swim what and the sand was super slidy i couldnt breathe. thank god my dad noticed i was struggling to breathe if not i'll be... since then i never dared to touch water or kearn to swim la. i just have this phobia. janica and shuyan pushed me into the sea! stupid me kept screaming and the result is- a huge gulp of salty water down your throat! haha. teerapong is 45kg. how can a guy be even lighter than me! tsktsk.anyway whichever subject combi i take, its very disadvantageous to me. chem is totally HUH?!?!? cos i take combined science. its damn cheem la. and yuqin also said chem has the biggest jump of all. =( i might want to drop to H1 or change subject. then physical geog also very dificult. the tcher is damn fast, i can just die! i think exams i sure study until i go crazy. vj goes damn fast la! maths not that bad though my amaths not the strongest but gt neo and polly to help so its ok.(: econs tutorial sucks. damn boring. whenever i hear him pronounce data i want to laugh. its 'dayta' not 'dahta' lor! HAHA. and he says in with a slang.i cant skip his tutorials cos im the econs rep la. LOL. econs lecture can follow but its go in to one ear, come out from the other! haha. one chem lecturer is funny. i dont know how to describe. the econs lecturer today also not bad at least i dont feel like sleeping. i think i like chinese lessons the most. seriously, cedar teachers should follow lor. my interest for chinese is like the max la! i totally pay attention and like answer teacher's qns. lol. my gp tutor is hyper. haha. im fine with him cos he tries his best to make the lesson interesting. maths tutor is nice but he skips like a million steps! chem is torturing me. physical geog is also starting to torture me. how! i only can have one H1!! =(anw, i feel like last time.. i get very moody and im not so friendly like during o1 but as dao as before. suddenly i dont feel like saying hi to ppl. dunno la. maybe im pmsing. 135 i have trg. 24 i have pe. im so gna die! damn tiring! and vj's pe is damn hiong.. they make you run 2km each time! run to east coast park then come back! their warm up alr made me have muscle aches la! today's one did pumping, sit ups, squats etc. i was tired la. tmr sure ache one. plus yest trg's muscle aches still have.. ohno. so what do i feel abt vj? i like the company but not the studies part. the J1s are open muggers. yuck yuck yuck! im one of them somemore. finally today someone played cards.(: class ppl very friendly and got neo they all. trg got teammates then can gossip etc plus a partner who makes me want to laugh all the time. tiring is tiring la but cant be helped. okay la shall not mention about the thing that made me sad. bye people!!(:my #1 makes me smile..
black&white ; 1/16/2007 07:04:00 PM
20070106
hello.im in 07S61! there are 7 cedarians in my class. lol. 23 or 24 people in total. many trackers in my class. 2 prc scholars from maris. they have interesting names and i mean it. haha. suchen is in my senior class. (:mass dance is not easy. lorena and i are totally lost. lol. even char told me she cant get all the steps too. my ogls: elise, elizabeth, teerapong and jamie. ppl in my og: lorena, sarah and tingli from stnicks. michelle from kc. rachel from xinming. letchumi from anderson. jessie and liying from dhs. the only local guy, joe. malaysian scholars are mingyao and joseph. prc scholar is chenghao[?]. then indonesian scholar is jansen. haha. very smart indeed. i think the og head is nice.(:sea regatta on mon, im looking forward to it!(:VO!*claps*x4 VO! *claps*x4 VO! *claps*x4 VOKA-EH~ i miss cedar, like really alot alot.. but seeing the rather large group of cedarians in vj, i feel more comforted..
black&white ; 1/06/2007 10:17:00 PM
20070103
HELLO! orientation was alright. i wouldnt its boring or fun. boring when there's nthg to do. me being me was dao la.. as usual.. so i didnt really talk to the girls. hee. nvm. when im warmed up, i will chit chat with them! my og is voka's viqourize! haha. my ogls said i was not contactable. haha. my contact no was my father's shop can. my dad told him to call after 10pm obviously noone will pick up at that hr la! no cedarians in my grp. 3 from st nicks. 1 from ahs, 1 from malaysia, 1 from anderson, 1 from xinming, 2 from dhs and 1 sji.. i think thats all. haha. i forgot actually. i remember faces but not names. i know all the girls names but nt guys. maybe joseph and joe. oops. im tired. rahh..i chose CMEG for 1st choice and CMEL for 2nd. tralala. tsd is a nono for me. okay thats all for now. ciao. og dinner tmr.(:
black&white ; 1/03/2007 08:45:00 PM
