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Meiyi treated me to this 'ice cream' which can bend. I forgot what its called but very yummy!(:

She's being disgusting here.

This is meiyi, my partner in Cedar! (:

Exercising turns into cam-whoring.

My xiaotifen who takes H2 chinese! HAHA.

This is laotu.We're the laotu and shimao! HAHAHA. (:

This is yuqin who helps me ALOT. THANKYOU! (:

This is suchen who admires my legs secretly. She encourages and give me advices. Thanks! (:

The twins of vjtt! Very capable and smart! (:

From left, carmen is our old treasurer and tina my vice-captain! (: the so-called 'team' outing of 3 ppl at sentosa.

3rd from the left is kuankuan who is really good in her sports, very famous alr.(: Look at CHUAH's natural brown hair! Haha.

Thats our sillybilly lily who studies the same combi as tifen. A 6-pointer in ny.

This is nikki, my old friend! (: I really miss talking to her.

This is someone who misses me! She dropped bio too! I love her cats. Haha.

This is cgtt's one and only lizard. HAHA. Our very capable and pro captain is now in HCI! (:

This is me holding a shoebag I really like but it doesnt belong to me.. =(
This is neo who is looking emo. Ignore her hands. Haha. Photo proudly taken by me. For once she isn't doing her signature pose of covering her face with both her hands.
This is CHUAH with her amazingly long fingers. She looks scary here but she's definitely not, just pissed at me for taking picture of her while she's smsing. oops.
This is ED-win who uses my hp to take picture of himself and set is as wallpaper, screen-saver and even start-up screen. Very lame one and he's the loner. HAHA.
From left, thats our firstlady diyanah who loves to cow. She has a very distinctive laughter. 2nd from the left is Polly, she's the adult while neo's the kid. Another cower who is good in econs! (:

black&white ; 6/30/2007 12:02:00 PM
I was just reading some tags and tears just rolled down again. I thought I could deal with it better and I could control my emotions. Foolish thinking of mine.Last night, polly char and I went to meet silly for dinner. haha. This girl, exams end at 530 still want to go home bathe before meeting us. Anyway, while waiting for her, neo and I went to walk around at PS. We stopped at Times and I began reading fortune-telling books. HAHA. It was so cool. Like the positions of the moles on your face means something and most of the moles on my face means I have a good life when Im young but not older. Hmm.. I dont know. I think Im quite superstitious and my eldest sis hates that. I hate it when she start telling me how silly it is to believe it. Oh and birthmarks on your face also means bad luck at whichever parts of your life. For example, forehead means the younger years. Neo went to read horoscopes and all that. Omg, more than 3/4 of it is true! HAHA. stupid girl keep replacing the word 'friends' with 'charmaine' and this it how it goes. 'Cancerians like to take care of charmaine and their family.' The result of asking her to read to you. Anyway, what it wrote really applies to me. Cancer ppl are emotional as in more prone to mood swings and hypersensitive. It also wrote what happens on a good day and a bad day which is quite true la. Haha. When I read this, I burst out laughing. 'you like to walk with your chest puffed out.' HAHAHAH. siao. Anyway, when I read about cancer then I realize it coincides with yuqin and tifen! Haha. Cant reveal too much over here. Not very good. Hahaha.Polly came and she went to read the name-your-baby book. We had alot of fun reading the meanings of the name. 'the name of the hans.' -_-'' inside joke. oops.We ate at yoshi and the staff were trying very hard to chase us away. LOL. anyway, we just talked despite all feeling tired. Glad to see sillybilly after such a long time. (:FLU, terrible flu! My nose is running! This reminds of my lame sms exchanges with kuankuan quite some time ago. Lol. She was being funny yesterday. I was blogging in school and she was about to leave for her track trg and she went 'oh my first time seeing it live'. HAHA. It was quite anti-climax cos I was typing something quite serious but its funny la. True, one usually sees the outcome[entries], very seldom we see it 'live'. Haha.
black&white ; 6/30/2007 11:28:00 AM
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a brighter colour for a more cheerful effect! ED-win: eh isn't he from dunman high?[referring to an hci boy who walked past]Rayrin: yeah and he's holding on to the dunman high handbook. hahhah. ED-win: [blabbers something which I didnt catch but obviously something funny.]Rayrin: ppl hwachong, you vj leh!ED-win: nvm. I CREAM of the crop, he only BROWN.HAHAHAH. Isnt it funny? HAHAH. I think its damn funny I keep telling everyody I see and the people's reactions differ. Its only to your friends that they find it funny. Meeting shuhuan tmr!!! I seriously cant wait! Yay. we had this agreement of meeting every 3 months but its almost 5 months now. So that we will have enough things to share. If you meet too often you wont have interesting news to share. Haha. I know, we are weird. Kenji, Rayrin, Edwin adn some trackers going to old changi tmr night. It'll be so fun and SCARY. If I go, teresa and neo will go but no, not tmr. Im just being superstutious. Maybe 1 more week. Haha. Sorry guys! Have fun getting scared! =pThere's this photo-taking thing going on at the national stadium for all past and present cedarians. I cant wait. Haha. Oh I havent inform them that Im going! So much for wanting to forget that its my birthday. I guess its hard la. I had this weird thinking, I want to try forgetting my birthday but its hard. When you see July, you'll think about it straight away and there will be a natural countdown in your brain, preset. LOL.Sentosa on mon! Whee. (:
black&white ; 6/29/2007 03:29:00 PM
Mid Year Examinations are officially over. Im gonna type a detailed entry on my roller coaster ride of emotions. Prepare for a lengthy and emotional entry.Firstly,I started studying for MYE on the 2nd week of June. Its early, for a person like me who's lazy and rather not attempt tutorials besides chinese.[yes,I like the subject.] I thought all was going well since I had a nice well-planned study timetable. All was fine, studying with yuqin who is really nice and patient about it. Thanks and sorry for like chem and econs cos I forgot EOS and Bonding.Secondly, I didnt give up watching TV every night. I mean it isnt even O levels. Last time I still continued watching goong even after chiong-ing it 2 days before prac. Back to my point. Besides the usual time for TV/computer, I have been a boring person during the holidays. I mean seriously I spent 3/4 of my holidays to ultimately get 4Us. You know I feel so useless and lousy. It fails as though I didnt study at all during the holidays. I couldnt do all the papers, forgetting what I've studied, falling sick in between. I feel so sorry for myself. Its like so disgraceful. I really felt as though Im not fit to be in this school. What the hell am I doing?! Argh.GP: Felt feverish the day before the paper. I have myself to blame for not reading enough. I've never passed any essays for your information. For once I thought the qns were doable. The paper2 killed me mercilessly. I think im gna get single digit over 35. Its really that bad. It was such a weird topic on happiness. I could do nothing, I couldnt even explain the irony in that simple sentence, couldnt do the Aq AND the summary. Even if I pass GP I still wont pass overall. Go ahead, I should retain. Econs: This is discouraging. I didnt know how to answer the DRQ. It was so weird. The essays too. I seriously crapped. 1b I totally didnt know which econs concept they want. I just didnt understand the qns. Like what I keep saying. If lucky then I'll get S.Maths: Didnt practise enough. Cannot remember formulas. It was already such an easy paper but still I dont think I can get an S even. No trigo, no funny differentiation but I still cant do. Haii. After the paper, I heard ppl saying getting As and all. Hello, I dont even think I can get pass 30marks. I was very quiet until kuankuan asked me how was the paper. I just shook my head and said 'you give me 1 more hour I still wont know how to do.' I had time, duh I had time. So many dont know how to do what. After her qn, tears just rolled down my face. I couldnt help it. I was feeling really sad and useless. Geog: After Maths paper went to the library to choing geog. okay this is one subject that I didnt study. physical was totally heck la. I only bothered reading the population book which is seriously like a story book. $27 and very worth it. I think I had heartburn if thats what it is, according to firstlady diyanah. I was feeling really sick. didnt mange to cover granite cos I was trying very hard to rest but heart was beating like super fast. I had the thought of skipping the paper and going to the doctor straight. CHUAH told me i'll be okay when the paper starts. She's right. granite really came out, even the China case study also. Basically I just crapped my way through the physical. Came up with processes which dont exist at all. I wanted to be different by doing pro-natal Romania instead of anti-natal China. I went to check the geog bk. Shit. My datas were all wrong and it was so far-fetched even kuankuan was laughing! Haii. Forget it. I was thinking if it was a human geog paper I could have passed but after realising my grave mistake, even human portion I cant pass. Haha. Exams sucks. Chem: My fav subject. HA! I got the give-away mcq wrong! What affects chemical equilibrium. Concentration was my answer. Danielle told me only temp affects chem eqm just 20mins before the paper and I forgot all about it. Welldone! I thought it was my best chem paper so far. I could do qn2, for the moles part! pats on my shoulder. I was telling them 'Im so accustomed to this feeling[of screwdness] that I dont feel anything now.' They said chem was very difficult. Its so hard they cant even cry. Yeah, I am so screwed that crying 3 times wont help too. Chinese: Compo was hopefully alright. Mich and I did the same qn. Of cos we'll write about the same person. You are told to write about a person who died and how his/her death affected you. Everything in it was true. It was more true than my meiyi compo I did in class but I dont think it feels as good as meiyi's one. sigh. I hope the teacher could sense the sadness from mich and I and give us high marks. I feel 'fortunate' to be given such a qn, who else can I write on besides her?Paper 2 wasnt easy at all. I doubt I can get my A but at least this is the only subject im confident of passing, as for now. I felt so sleepy during the paper. 3hours of chinese characters. No amount of love for chinese can overcome the lethargy from reading it. Listening Compre was alright. I wonder why I just cant get full marks for this. Ppl who are weaker in chinese always get full marks. Exams are over, no excitement. but my TV, here I come! I want to watch korean dramas so I can cry and cry and cry. I think I need to relieve some emotional stress over here. When Im with them, I get abit mad. I'll either start singing or talk about really lame stuff or just random things about myself. I guess talking is good. Its good to socialise so you'll be kept away from all the sadness of exams for the time being. As for next week, I need all the luck I can get so I will get even better than SUSU, not UUUU. Come on, SSSU? I have never felt so screwed all at once before. At least in sec1 last time, I dont get all F9s. I had my D7s and Cs. If promos is like that too, I dont think I can promote. I feel even worse because of this position. Do I deserve it at all?
black&white ; 6/29/2007 02:35:00 PM
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Just came back from school, studying! Yes, real studying! I did 2 chapters of maths and 3/4 bonding okay! Bonding is tough, extremely tough. Too bad season clashed with bonding lectures. Haii. Sorry for disturbing all your studying, Im so irritating with all my qns! Thankyou for helping: char, qin, yh, diy, polly, kenji, shaun, dhilshad, faizah, doreen and jaslyn. Tell me if I miss out anyone. Nellie! I'll write part2 of the guessing game soon! Dont worry! Promise!(:OMG OMG! tyh was being so annoying today! HAHAHAH. I was just quietly sitting in the canteen alone studying. Then I saw some blue figure walk past so I just kpo looked up. The next thing I know, he signalled me over. So okay lor just walked over, thinking he wanted to talk to me abt cca stuff maybe? I WAS SO WRONG! He 'scolded' me for the shirt I was wearing like wth?! Haha. He said he dont think he approved it, started scrutinizing my shirt, ask me turn around. So paiseh can. I was sure the whole canteen and the whole track team plus some ppl from the loft were staring at me la! HAHA. They must be thinking im some notorious girl who broke school rules and end up getting scolded by tyh.-_-''Im so guai and innocent please! He was quite nice about it la, at least he didnt scream at me, just say say only. Then he said 'today is the last time I going to see this shirt' so I just 'orh okay.' Haha. Cant be bothered to say anything else, wasnt sure abt the approval thing also. After that I told suchen and she said 'How come?! It is supposed to be approved!' . Tina also mention sthg about them parading for him to see and he approve it. Maybe he has STM, maybe he's just picking on me just like yau in cedar. Haha. Basically thats the highlight for today. I was just thinking, im used to such stuff alr. Last year, I encountered even worse stuff with him. He said those hurtful words and I also remb getting into trouble also. Haha. Stupid hp. Lol. lalala. I was right in saying that tyh was yau no. 2 or worse last june! HAHAH.Mug smart! (: Go this place! http://buyourshoes.blogspot.com/
black&white ; 6/18/2007 06:52:00 PM
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I'll always be thereIn times of trouble,in times of need,if you're feeling SAD,you can count on me.I will give you a wink,until you smile,give you a hug,and stand by your side.I'll be there for you until the end,I'll always and FOREVER, be your friend.(:This is to all my friends, you know who you are, I care for you. (:My dad's stressed up over the opening of the new shop.. poor him. I thought he had thought of everything alr, workers, menu, price etc. He didnt sleep or eat well. =( Who needs a job? The new shop better work, it better bring profits. I shall promote the shop here when its open since many ppl stay near hougang. (: Anyway, why cant the shop be named after me? Okay la, it sounds abit funny. Its so unfair, just cos the first shop was opened on my sis bdae and the previous owner gave the shop my sis' name coincidentally, doesnt mean they should continue with that name right? Haha. The new shop is opening 1 day before my birthday, so should it be named after me? Imagine, Lilin Western Food! oh EEW! Nono. Im just being childish, its the jealous-over-your-sister-syndrome! Haha.
I managed to come up with this smart idea to increase my allowance! Heehee. That day, my parents were discussing on the price of the food and they were at least $5 I think. So I took the chance and added 'Mummy! see? If you sell your food so expensive, poor teenagers like me cannot afford! Imagine if you continue to slack and not cook dinner for us and I settle my lunch and dinner outside, thats $10 a day and I will finish my allowance within 2 days! SO, you should give me more pocket money RIGHT?' -gives a cheeky smile-
THERE! My smart plan of not having to ask for more money directly. :D heheheh. I shall try that on my dad when he is less stressed up. [bad daughter!]
My study plan has officially failed badly. Mid years is in less than 2 weeks time, I feel so unprepared. I doubt I can finish studying. What I fear most is to blank out on that day, not remembering what I’ve studied. I’ve barely done 1/3 of my revision. Wait! That’s not even revision, I haven’t been doing my tutorials! Haha. So I am studying right from the start. I don’t even know the concepts and there is a high chance that I will fail GP which equates to failing overall/everything.
tyh is being annoying.. WHY! Not going to let it die in my hands!
black&white ; 6/12/2007 08:55:00 PM
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Hello. I've been wanting to do this long time ago. There's this thing in me that Im afraid to say things directly to the person. It could be something I just cant say directly to people. Anyway, below will be the many messages for different ppl. Try guessing which is you. Haha. Warning: Long entry!Person 1: I still believe that if I had been more decisive and not let things lie around, we would have gone on to another stage. Among them, I am least close to you, I dont talk to you and perhaps because of that you took the initiative but I was just too afraid to express myself. What a pity. Sorry.Person 2: I got to know you under the weirdest circumstances. Its strange how there are so many links between us and how we could just click when we first met. I got to know you the latest among them but I am the closest to you. Its really 'yi jian ru gu'. Glad to have you as my best bud. Person 3: I got to know you through her and eventhough there were many issues along the way, we still remain as friends now. I dont find it awkward anymore. You and her just cant stop me from worrying. I knew you first. I think we are just nomal friends cos of the sec2 incident and cos of her. This whole thing is so complicated, I find it so amusing how such things can happen to a teenager. Person 4: We used to be such good friends. I just have this love-hate r/s with you. Still, I must thank you. Through you, I got to know them and though we're all different, I would never forget our friendship. I will never forget those happy times we had a few years ago. You were part of this complicated issue. I believe none of us want to be part of it..Person 5: You and person 4 still meet up and stuff. I think we're just different. The 3 of us were quite close in the past. But somehow, it could just be a disguise. We LOOK close but I really dont get you at all. I feel uncomfortable in front of you. Why?Person 6: I dont know what to do with you. I think too much. I think about so many things. Maybe because I hate disappointments. Maybe its just a passing stage, maybe its real. I dont know. I want to get to know you better but its hard to break the ice. Person 7: I will never forget you because you were the first. Haha. A really long period of time. I wonder what you are doing now, whether you are -------- alr. Once in a while, I will start thinking about the past and laugh at us. How we both know about it and yet not do anything. I think its me. Lol. I laugh at all the silly things I did in the past. I really regret ... ...Person 8: I will die without you! You are so wonderful. I cant click with your friends, you cant click with mine but its okay! (: All my little problems I share with you to lighten my burden. We've been through so many stages of our teenage lives. Our scribbling on each other's notes, handbook and our little green book. You had yr zigen, huahua and now ----, I have my wrb and fine, now -----. Haha. You never fail to help me with my work. You will try your best to help me with my problems though its not exactly very useful but nvm. =p You are still my best friend cum nuer cum all the nonsense nicknames we give to each other along the way like yucky? Haha. Person 9: I still love you all the same though we're so far away from each other! We shall not think about the decisions we had to make last year. Its too late to regret now. I think we're even closer now? Haha. You are another person who I share my little secrets. We share our xi nu ai le at that little corner or ours. You experienced the same things as me therefore you understand how I feel just like how I understand how you feel all the time! I gave you the ribbon so you better be honoured okay!Person 10: I got to know you through her! You are so funny. We share the same thoughts all the time and I thank you for all the gossips we had together! You are a unique friend to me. In a way, it was easy for us to talk to each other without feeling awkward. Haha. I really treasure our friendship. Person 11: Hmm.. This no is very special to me.. You dont know me but I know you. Though I dont know you personally, I just have to say you have many qualities that I like. I hope in the near future, I will meet you along the streets! Haha. I will not forget you cos you are that special person who has so many qualities that I like. Very rare and very impossible too. Your sudden appearance that time made my day. A few seconds, thats what it takes.Person 12: I have known you for a really long time. Cant really remb what happened last time but whatever it is, you have changed and became a better person. I feel happy for you. Sometimes, you still have your that unique character going on but Im sure I can deal with it. They trust me so I have faith in you too. We will be good friends, I can guarantee that.Person 13: You are very different from me in terms of character but I sense your sincerity. There were problems along the way but Im glad things are back to normal alr. You are loud yet you are still sensitive to people's feelings. We may not be the best but I hope we will, soon! Person 14: Known you for quite a few years alr. You are a wonderful friend and mentor! Haha. Study hard! Be more optimistic about life! You may look very dao and anti-social but you've changed! You are more sociable now! Thats good! I must thank you for all the advices you give me, all your smses and little encouragements here and there.You may not know it, but I treasure you as my friend, really. And stop secretly admiring my legs ah! =pPerson 15: I studied with you eversince sec 2! Haha. Through you, I got to know many friends outside of class and cca. Thanks. You never fail to help me with my studies and of cos the other area. There's something in you that makes ppl want to share many things they know. Haha. Your friend can be really lame! Haha. All the best, Im sure you'll do well in life. Person 16: You! I dont know how to do my tutorials is cos of you! Hahah. Stop talking to me, nono talk to me at the right time! I still want to share and I still want to listen to all your latest news. Haha. You are a brave girl. Let me share a secret, you are the last person I think I can click with but we clicked in the end. Its his loss for not doing anything! Jiayou! Person 17: You are also another special friend. If someone asks me whether I like a friend, I cant say yes eventhough they are my friends. But for you, I can really say I like you as a friend. I'll be your secret supporter. Okay maybe not, Im alr a known supporter to you. Barely know you and will want to know you better. You go girl! Person 18: You are forever so talkative! But its good cos I prefer to listen to all your nonsense. You are one really loyal friend. The decisions you make can be quite alarming but as your dear/dearest/darling or whatever names you like to call me, I will support your decision as long as you are happy! You are the only one who knows the entire thing. Thanks for listening again, my good old friend! I cant think of anymore ppl to write alr. very tired. Dont ask me what Im talking about but you can try guessing which is you or even the people you know! Haha. Happy guessing. I just need to type all this out. Its in my head for too long. Not a good thing. I need the space to store the exam stuff. Haha. Happy guessing! If I didnt mention you, I apologise.
black&white ; 6/09/2007 12:43:00 PM
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I am LOUSY! Hahaha.I find it so amusing thats its so saddening. okay I bet noone understands what im saying. My first trg/trials/team talk was a failure! LOL. Half the team is just MIA. Poor tina, she didnt sleep much. At 9am, only tina and I reached. 9.18am, Pamela reached and tifen left her house at 845. haha. My teammates want me to have a heart attack or sthg! FRIDAY, it better work. Im laughing at my lousiness. I think neo will understand since she knows the whole process last night.I went to ac to train with meiyi! Finally I met her!! YAY YAY YAY! Her team also MIA! I cant believe the same thing happened to me today. hahahah. We paired awhile. First ball damn nice but subsequent balls were quite shit. The result of not training consistently. After training, we went gyming! Due to the lack of exercise for the past month eversince season ended, I had terrible arthritis/rheumatism yesterday! It hurt so much I couldnt even do anything. Cant study, cant eat, cant watch TV, I just fell to the ground, unable to move. The feeling seems so cold yet its seems transferable. Sometimes whole body ache, sometimes right ankle, sometimes left leg right wrist.. Basically its possible to ache anywhere, no specific area for me. I know its not the usual muscleache, it wasnt muscle cramps either. It was like aches IN the bone. The pain was excruciating at about 9pm, 11plus and 1am! Eh there's a trend! Hahahha, every 2 hours. Around evening yesterday, I applied the arthritis cream and it worked for abt 1.5hrs before my legs start to ache again. Before sleeping at 11plus, I nearly died. There wasnt a comfortable position where I wont feel the pain. I just teared to sleep. Then around 1plus 2am, I woke up due to the pain again. Couldnt take it anymore so I went to apply more cream and lied down at my other sister's room, not wanting to wake my eldest sis up. I cant apply more than 3 times a day and they lied, it only last for 1-2hrs, not hours. Felt slightly better. I was freaking tired but I couldnt sleep cos of the pain. What a terrible night, I woke up like every 1.5 hrs eversince. Thats why I could reply tina's sms at 130am. Lesson learnt, NEVER over-exercise if you havent been exercising! Haha. I didnt really train much la. I think its the gyming. Haha. I saw a really hot adidas bottle! Haha. Its so pretty, both the white and the black! Ohno, I dont know which one to get! July is coming, time for me to change my water bottle! :D
black&white ; 6/06/2007 03:18:00 PM
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CLIC-Connecting Leaders In Camp was basically a camp that I would encourage everyone to go. Its not the usual camp that you just play stupid games like ice-breakers all that. This camp makes you think and think and think. I feel mentally tired most of the time cos you have to keep strategizing..Day 1: As usual, I wasnt really keen in making friends when Im tired. So they all made the first move to intro themselves to me. We had char kuay teow and a fishcake for breakfast. Marc was our facilitator. So we began playing those ice-breakers which caused me quite a few blueblacks here and there. Haha. Then there's this leadership profiling. Mostly true except one part. Im an F person, not a T and I am and E and I at the same time. hahah. Murder Mayhem was so difficult. My group was just too slow. Haha. The pipes game made me wet which was gross cos I was having my period. At least we got the murderer right. Haha.At night was how we act as facilitators. Not easy okay! yup so learn about all the leadership kind of stuff.Day 2: We had communication workshop then had vroom factor. We were suppose to build a car with lego, and use marketing strategies to sell the car. It was quite bad. Our group was quite disorganised and I really didnt want to present the appeal part. Its just my barrier. I just dont have the confidence of presenting something that I dont know. But pao gave me alot of encouragements. I thought it was quite boring la. Haha. Blood island Campaign was damn fun! At first we were all dozing off but it got really exciting and scary in the middle. We died at the 24th day, 1 more day to go lor! up till now, we still dont know how we die. There were so many errors made by the coaches themselves so we dont know what went wrong. Haha. Its one of the best games. Anyway, lesson learnt, see the SHAMAN! hahahaa. I love that game, really had to plan ahead, strategise, and learn to work under pressure.(:Candle game was quite alright until some groups turned agressive and ppl almost got injured. the facis scolded us, esp marc who never raised his voice. For once, IMBA was being imba. HAHAHA.Day 3: We had to make life-size cars from straws and newspapers and race with other groups. We shouldnt have spent so much time on painting the wheels when the basic structure was not even ready. Belle and I went to race and we were really fast, much faster than the group beside us! Hahah. I got a shock myself but thank goodness nothing broke. Though we didnt win, I was still proud of my group. Station games was quite eew. Haha. poor chicken, it had to be used as a captain's ball. Haha. I thought the first game was quite bad. After the spinning I really couldnt balance and my head was spinning like crazy. I took such a long time to bite off that apple too. Charissa damn pro, she didnt scream at all while she was finding the mentos in a pail of worms. Haha. The hoola hoop game was such a challenge. I bet most of us wanted to give up alr. we spent 18mins to finish it, record time! hahhaha. Bash night, food was finally great. I had to dance solo to sexyback by justin timberlake. Walao damn malu can, and I just kept laughing. Sorry guys. kudos to dhilshad for being a really bimbotic paris hilton. Haha. Had mass dance close to midnight. Haha. Bash night was really funny la. so many spongebobs. HAHa.Day 4: mostly listening to the coaches. my back hurts from the sitting on the floor. the forum theatre was so true, in my 9 years of table tennis, everything they've said all happened alr. pro. That point of time made me reflect and reflect. What if the same things happen to my team, what am I going to do? Then the sports ppl had to pretend to be a performing arts cca to improve on it. after that tina and I went to discuss on our cca and stuff. It helped alot.The ending was damn sad. the story on the ribbon 'who I am makes a difference' was so touching. by the 2nd story I was alr tearing alr then when joanne went up, I teared even more. I was telling belle that its hard not to notice her. Haha. We all have our individual ribbons and marc told us on how each and everyone of us made a difference. I was touched and of course, emotional me cried, so did the rest of the campers. I wish there were more of this ribbons, I have a few ppl to give to..Yesterday, suppose to do cip by selling packet drinks. felt so cheated when they gave us tins to 'beg' ppl for money instead. Was pissed alr cos they were late for 20mins then they didnt even tell us there was a change in activity so the 4 of us just told them we're not doing alr. I was really damn pissed la cos I could have gotten much sleep from that few hours and waste my father's petrol. rahh. edwin polly and I went to watch pirates in the end. Haha. As much as I enjoyed the show, I thought it was too long and I fell asleep! Hahah. im just too tired. I didnt understand whats gg on as well. Haha. my $9.50! if anyone understands the movie, please explain to me thanks! (: I slept like a pig. Hahaha. Sleep is so important. Lol. Okay im gna file my notes before I study. bon voyage to those flying! Hahahah.
black&white ; 6/01/2007 10:30:00 AM