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yo yo! yest was racial harmony day celebrations. i wore the punjabi i wore last yr. haha. lazy to borrow or wear my other saree la. reach sch quite late in uniform.changed in class. char was alrdy spinning in front of me wif her 'scarf'.mad one la. spin so much of coz hot la. mine was okay. den we talk talk talk.. play wif other ppl's costume..den wijaya n cheryl came to look for us. so we walk to er..near the np board to take pictures? hahax. take a few. den wijaya say want to go sec 4 level. so me n char go wif them lor. so i suggested she go find chief n acp. so they took pics. suchen veh pretty.hahahx. i regret not taking pic wif her..no chance liao. so cheryln char disappeared den me n wijaya got find trix n elaine. so talk to elaine. she wore paranakan. veh nice. wijaya's one is lyk bright orange..so easy to spot her. lol. we were super late for assembly..so ran down the stairs wif our slippers.
yes. char is happy coz acp wave at her 2 times. wadeva. but dunno whether in sch will or not. ms leong is mad. she said she wanted to see the 'boys' in our sch. but i tink wear guys one quite nice wad. so interesting. now they noe hu the bungs r.lol. a few classes hav PE. yuhan got 2.4km..so suay. chem was slack. lit was okay la. i was looking forward to recess n community singing.haii. can take lotsa pictures. i take a few oni. dun lyk to bring camera. community singing had to tie plaits for diana.but it didnt turn out well coz i was in a rather awkward position n i havent had long hair for more den a yr. right. so novabelle helped her tie a nice one in the end. we spite novabelle n syeyuet by singing the english version of home. while the rest sing the chinese version. i was singing at the top of my voice!*cough*
rest of school was nthg..i was rather dissapointed wid the assembly programme. i dun see the link btwn music n rhd. haiya. i expected lyk fashion show or sthg.so irritating. so after that went to sec 4 level wif sec 3s..coz we want to take cca photo. yuhan change so fast.peiyu went hme.suchen dunno go where. so only take wif wijaya,elaine,trix,janica.=]
char took damn long can.the dance ppl ar.tsktsk. i was damn pissed la. coz i had gastric la. but nvm. sumone want to take pic wif suihui but no camera.haii. so i changed in class to hse tee n shorts n slippers..went for lunch. after that me n char go lib see old cedarians photo.cldnt find candyce. but they were damn toot.lol. 1985. nvr tuck out, long tie,long socks. but their skirts r knee length. 1996. dun button,tuck out more,long socks..normal skirts. i din noe panglaoshi was tchr-in-charge of table-tennis last time.haha.so weird. so i went for trg.den char did hw.5pm, met my papa go see mrs loy. im 14th position in class. level position 286. how nice. the first time in my whole cedar life im not above 300.phew. loy said im guai n understand that i hav alot of cca commitments. i tell u, she can speak chi.omg. i was damn shock.hahax. but my dad say her tongue veh stiff so she speak sumtimes cannot hear.serence ng say im weak in english.so muz buck up. lit tchr oso say im weak.haii. oh. tan hankiang say i hav a positive attitude.lol.
my comments this yr all positive attitude one. no originality. but nvm. im guai in class.=] it feels so weird for pple to comment on sumone's behaviour infont of them. luckily mine is positive. for the principal's talk.. me, sheena n diana hid in the av room.hahha. talked damn loud. n mrs chew kept looking up. we were so scared tchr will cum in la.hahax. coz i ate my dinner inside. after that, went pp macs n stayed till nine plus until my parents cum n pick me up. we talked abt my attitude problem last time wif the damn scary face.hmm. i ought to reflect. i hope i dun hav that much ap anymore. but if my face black muz tell me.den i'll try to smile?hahahx. we oso talked abt spirits.i was damn scared.lol.
today, veh tired.din have enough sleep. so its my 2nd day. n i hav terrible cramps. n the minute mr yau stepped in the hall, he wanted to play wif us. i was lyk.SHIT!. coz i noe i cannot play well. the cramps was quite bad. so we lost. n i cried. but thats not the point. crying is quite normal for me. stupid cramps. but the point is, meiyi cried. okay its the 3rd time i see her cry la. first time was laojiaolians incident.2nd was jialing's death.3rd.. yes. coz chenwen scolded her damn loud. say she always dingzui. n we lost to sher n zona's doubles 3:0.hehe. so chenwen was quite shocked. n meiyi said the score was close.so nvm la. n jiaolian got pissed wif her heckcare attitude.sthg liddat.n scolded her infront of sec 1s. ohmy. i knew she wld cry.coz i wld cry if im her. n jiaolian said sthg abt her not being lyk that before. coz meiyi always skip trg for medical reasons. n go overseas so coaches always think she has lesser trg. n our doubles isnt quite improving.so jiaolian was pissed. meiyi cant 'la' n chenwen wanted her to hit it straight.complicated.den meiyi wanted to explain herself or reply n chenwen say she dingjui. so we went to our favourite corner outside sports hall den we talked n she cried.mr yau talked to us. n meiyi cried evenmore. he was rather nice then.hahas.he wanted her to change coz the intensity level during matches is not veh high.understand?no. we not ji1ji2 enough.lyk quite relaxed when playing wif him. so he say our concentration level veh low.muz train harder.summore we're the senior doubles. one thing i was unhappy wif her is that she said that jiaolian shldnt hav high hopes on her. so i was quite pissed. i told her: u n i r doubles. if u say jiaolian cant hav high hopes on u, that oso aplies on me. but i dun want to give up! i want to win! i felt lyk telling hr if she give up now, she's being selfish. n she say she got a feeling she wun be pairing wif me. then who? leeza? hahahx. if i work hard to win n she claims that she did her best, we still lose. bcoz she lacks confidence. i noe i cant play well in singles. jiaolian oso noe. thats y im playing doubles. so no matter what, i hav to win as doubles. i hav no confidence in winning when im alone. but i believe that if me n my partner makes use of each other's strength to play, we'll win! leeza can tui first den i'll smack. thats our way of winning. our style of play. if nthg goes wrong, we'll win.
when me n meiyi lost to sher n zona. she said, y u nvr attack? i always depend on u.. coz mostly i'll smack first den she'll finish. but today i wasnt in a veh good condition so i din feel lyk attacking so much. im juz unhappy that she depends on me. if comp im injured lyk last time how? u dun attack ar? cannot wad. i wld hav asked to change.. but i noe she'll be quite hurt..so i decided to keep quiet first. when she's better den we discuss on wad to do. cdiv cant make it to top .. so the pressure is on us again.haii. but nvm. i'll still try to improve.hmm.
moral of story: admit ur mistake,learn from it n move on.=]
black&white ; 7/30/2005 04:13:00 PM
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hello! ohmy.. tues was chi oral. i was damn scared..oso dunno y. chi oral shldnt realli be a big problem but i was still quite nervous.. after sch.. went for chi oral. our class 2nd batch coz npcc pple go first. i was the first of 3C to go. so i was lyk..shit. am i suppose to go now? den panglaoshi wave to me. so i went there. de passage wasnt that bad.only one dunno wad mei. i checked is pi4mei3. starting was veh confident n good. but slowly i was distracted by clara's loud XINJIAPO.hahhax. she spoke so loudly. hahx. so i spoke a little fast but still okay la. baozhang abt tuition was quite bad. i talked crap? hahax. hme tuition n sch tuition. den she ask, is tuition considered kiasu? lol. i said no. aiya.juz crap lor. den next is abt travelling. quite okay. atleast i cld talk abt chi n my malacca trip. lyk wenhua,fenghoudelishi.yay!=]
got back chi oral marks. 23/30/ phew. reading:9/10. baozhang:7/10, richanghuihua:7/10. she commented that i use 'then' hehe.
i tell u.. serene ng purposely one!! i juz knew it. for the practice session for eng oral, she realli chose me n char la. whole day pick on us. whats her damn problem??? hmph. first, grpwk made me write den present myself. den the movie review oso choose my grp first.bloody hell.for product review, she chose me n char's grp to present first. damn irritating la. grr. i kuz knew it. when i got the oral qn, i exchange looks wif charmaine n we said purposely at the same time, rolling our eyes. hhahx. i din do the stupid picture.who cares.
so todays eng oral was damn shit!! reading was normal. picture sucked. joan chia say left i go see right. no wonder she looked at me blurly. lol. stupid me. de cover abt typical haircut experience was okay la. say abit more. but the next qn sucks. what life lessons do u learn after u leave sch? so i stoned. i look at her, she looked at me.. for 10s. n she said ya? so i said rubbish.n she said..'no.u noe life lessons?' so i was lyk shit la. im out of point. i tink im gonna get 25/40 la. shit. char cried for both orals. all the presentation that serene ng make me do didnt help.aha.
we have 6 tests next wk. how wonderful. 4 on wed!!! mon, eng timed assignment, tues el TA n chi test. wed: geog,amaths,unseen lit,bio. how to memorise bio n geog? mad one. n there is chem surprise test.how nice.im dead. i haven studied.die.
we had double bio today. i was damn tired alrdy.coz woke up early to print lit content page n the chi poem.haii. went to sch, ms leong talked abt the NKF n donations thingy. bio was okay. i got 19.5/30 for the ws. eventho i din study much juz briefly read thru.hehe. i was sleeping during the ppt.i closed my eyes but i cld still hear. so she said 'u see..sum of u r already sleeping!' so i opened my eyes n she was pointing at me. oops. i thot her eyesight quite poor, wun notice one. lol. community singing was quite okay. high as usual. i lyk de indian song.=]
chi, me n jazzy had to do kou tou bao gao. she had a suckky day. so i was scared it will affect our preentation. but it turn out okay. she wrote out everything. i read thru. so starting she talked abt the newspaper report den i talked abt my feelings n thoughts. it was a report abt jialing la. the whole case eventho it was last yr. but we have alot to talk abt. so i talked non-stop, was quite emotional therefore speaking rather loudly while jazzy was quite sad/pissed n spoke softer. so we both got 9/10 for this report.phew. aiya. we first grp to do..so everything lyk so different. last semester i did by myself, oso 9/10.=]
yest, went out wif trixie n elaine. first we took a free ride out frm julia wif wijaya. den we headed for little india coz trix want to buy saree. so choose n pick..total $24. den we took cab to lavender to make my IC. de taxi driver is lame. coz he saw a fake dog figurine so he said. this kind of dog good coz no nid bathe or feed n will always be smiling at u.lol. so lame la him. n he was rather racist abt little india.ssh. the person at the counter was rather amazed at the big difference in size of my left n right thumbs. coz i have a big blister on my right thumb..caused by table tennis la. hahax. after that they wanted to go my dads shop eat but not on the way.so we ate n jacks place. $7.50. veh worth it. garlic bread,baked rice,sprite,soup n fruits. i told trix i eat veh little now..den she laughed n commented that i eat wif charmaine wad. dancer eat veh little de. hahax. coz elaine eat wif cheryl oso eat quite little. lol.
went national library to study..met liwen so we studied together la. but talked abit oso. dunno whether trix can go SAJC.haii.
buzz@canteen was okay. 4N quite entertaining.3I prop veh nice but i dun quite understand la.lol.not bad overall. n that candyce is here again. she only rembs cedar when she need votes.wadeva.i dun tink she can sing la.
mrs foo is strict interms of lit file. jazzy n sheena had to rush hme to get their files after oral la. so poor thing. huiyun hyper-ventilated bcoz of her too. so kelian. sheena spent $15.70 while jazzy ran hme. haii. we waited for her outside hall for 45 mins.. she was quit nice then la.
im tired. goodbye.nitez. tml is racial harmony day celebrations. will be wearing punjabi!=] n meet the parents.
black&white ; 7/28/2005 08:41:00 PM
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hello! my 2nd sis has moved to her hostel. im sad.noone to chengyao now. i bet i'll suffer in my elder sis hands.haiya. cant use the net n all. hmph.anw, today im quite happy la. everything turns out quite okay la. chi was okay. im no longer angry wif pangpang.. mrs chiaw is rather mad these days. whole day nag at us for being inattentive, talking. veh irritating.cant she juz go on n ignore SOME ppl.. cant stand that person who suck up to evry tchr. eew. her enthuness nvr fails to disgust me.but wadeva. lit unseen was okay la. at least it wasnt all that boring since i was excited for the community singing.lalala. i din sleep during his lesson! yay.at the hall, clara was quite irritated. coz novabelle kepp on saying our side nvr sing but clara sang veh loudly. hahahx. den at one point of time, clara said shutup quite loudly. so sharlom came over. she thot it was me can!! grr. n she was lyk 'were u the one hu said shut up veh loudly?' den i acted innocent 'huh? me? no la!' so she looked ard and asked again' u noe hu was the one?' i said dunno giving the innocent look. phew. u noe when she stand infront during morning assembly, she looks lyk sum ahlian wif attitude problem. n me n char were discussing abt her irritatingness. hahax. anw, sumone called my name..but dunno hu la.weird. we were kept by ms leong n only had 15mins recess left. so i bot the stick biscuit n mamee. emaths was normal. i lyk serene ng now. i bet her husband gives her regular sex now..rite charmaine? HAHA. her mood is good. n our product review thing got 21/30.2nd highest.yay! i tink thats the only eng project that i enjoyed. our pokka green tea was abit last min la. but serene ng said the ppt was gd..i bet charmaine's head is growing bigger.haha. yay! i lyk diana's grp abt the pads.damn funny! hahax. they tried the pads wif our green tea.lol. k nvm. amaths was quite slack. n time past rather fast..so ya.after sch, yuhan ask me n meiyi to walk out wif her. but she disappeared. nvm. so we went upstairs look for her. but denise said she went hme. then we went canteen see see, i bot pizza n met up wif meiyi at the foyer. coz we thot mayb yuhan wait for us at foyer. den i called yuhan n saw her. coz meiyi was lyk, pushing my elbow so i turned n i saw her la. so we waved.=]trix walked out wif us n we went little india to find a punjabi for meiyi which was rather unsuccessful..but nvm. all 30plus.dunno la. so we accompanied trixie to harbourfront to eat. so she went for sajc's trg wif nice table tennis shoes..while meiyi n i went hme. i'll be meeting trix n elaine on wed i tink. go make IC first den trix say go my father's shop to eat chicken chop, shunbian go the national library..im quite looking forward to it.its been a long time since i last wore a watch. so ya. my elle watch spoiled for a few mths. yest, tuition was cancelled but i still went bugis village wif clara. she bot a skirt n a bag.haha. i bot an anyhow watch juz to last me till the end of the year. guess wad, 2 ppl said it looks lyk roxy.. 3 said it was swatch! hahah. its not even real or wad. juz a swatch look-a-like thats costs 6 bucks. feel cheated? meiyi was quite unhappy, coz her real swatch watch thats limited edition cost $78. hahax. i love wearing watches. im happy.i hope i can be as happy tml. im rather scared for chi oral tml.haii. pray hard i understand the qn for baozhang if not im dead.=] eng oral is thurs, joan chia is my examiner..shld i be happy? lala. thats all. bye!=]
black&white ; 7/25/2005 05:17:00 PM
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grr. thurs was a horrible day. it started normally..PE was okay la. during recess, coz we had jogging. den sumone saw JS waiting outside 3N. dunno y but we found the whole thing quite funny. coz the girls were changing n every tchr hu walked past talked abt him waiting.blah blah blah.veh funny. n so we were late for pht practical. n ya. as usual we were slow. so got scolded by ronnie lor. poor clara had to answer for the class when its not even her fault. at that time, i remb my left eye was twitching so i knew sthg bad wld happen that day. n yes. i CRIED. veh badly. chi lesson, panglaoshi give out our chi holi hw. u hav to compose sthg.lyk compo, poem or comic. so i wrote a poem n it was well done. i put in alot of effort n its lyk my best work of the year. so when i got it back, she asked: u copied rite? i was shocked. den i said i did it all by myself except that my dad read thru once n corrected a word. she said ur dAD.so it was not considered my work. i was damn pissed la. coz i put in so much effort n she failed me 4/10. i knew i cld smack her lyk a pingpong ball.GRR.so i walked back to my seat. den she called me n said 'im not finished.' she say look for me after sch. i felt my nose aching n i knew i was going to burst out crying. but i beared wif it till i reach my seat. n i CRIED. it was bad. i hated her la. realli. she was damn mean. n all the praising was not necessary. she praised ___ work n said obvoiusly it was done herself. ___ din even do herself la. n i cried more. it was so bad. its lyk the whole wk's anger i cried it out all at once. i did it MYSELF. not wif tuition tchr's help or frm books. n u failed me. she said there were no errors so she din believed it was done by me. i cld hav murdered her. i realli cried the whole lesson. so i talked to her b4 my phy test. n i explained to her how i got the idea. coz its quite professional. thx for appreciating anw.. n i said everythg that is relevant. so ya. she was sort of convinced n changed my marks to 9/10/ n submitted it for the cedar dunno what collection la. stupid pangpang. hmph. but at least she changed. so biased. eee her. the phy test was shit la. i left 6 marks blank. forgot all abt sound. summore i woke up at 4am to study again. mayb bcoz i cried la. qingxubuwending.haha. ya. during phy test, i teared la. coz her words kept replaying.haii.char oso cried. coz sumone hu always borrows her hw said she sucks during PE. damn hurtful n loud la. i was lyk ' first u wanted to copy her work.[everyday] now u say charmaine sucks.' HAHAHA. veh funny. what a 'joke'. *rolls eyes* but they r okay now. n she still has the cheek to say' charmaine TEACH me amaths.' n this is the amazing part. char replied..'i thot i suck?' lol. i was lyk omg..she said that to her face. but suresh was nice n made her laugh when shes crying. its such a crying day.fri: i received a nice belated present from wijaya,elaine n cheryl. a book wif their photos..nice msgs.. alovely thing abt me.. poem.n CREDITS lyk 4Z whiteboard n markers.lol. it was veh sweet. i love it. christiana has another 10page long letter for me n a small gift.but its not ready yet.=]our class got 2nd for charity week!!!! yay! so gd. we hav lesser ppl therefore lesser food n lesser ppl to sell but we earned $365!!! hahax. $15 behind 3m.we got 3rd for OAC, greenest class award[!] now charity week. we r not bad leh! hahax. i love my class.thats all for now. cant remb what i want to blog abt.hahax.cya then..=]
black&white ; 7/23/2005 10:22:00 PM
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hello! yay! today is quite slack. i tell u.. i dun lyk joshua sng's lesson damn unproductive n boring. i was bz talking to charmaine. den chi watched fin our movie thing.so sad la. i cried AGAIN. coz the little boy die.den i forgot bring baozhi but nvm coz in the hall juz borrow one from char. recess was nice. coz got Buzz@canteen! only 2 classes today. 4A n 4O. 4A one was singing. the guitarists r not bad. n i lyk their white roses!! hahax. nice. den they sing sum song by mcfly. [its all about u..its all about u baby..] lalala.o0ps the glass juz broke.hahax. the whole class participated no wonder they got in. im still sad that our class nvr get in. all the blue-blacks n falling n last min effort was wasted. hmph. 4O's one was comical la. i was veh attracted to felicia's long socks. omg. its damn unglam. hahhahahah. rae veh cute. she was practically hopping..hahax. felicia's expression veh funny.. we were laughing lyk mad. n the rest were okay. i din see yuhan.. i tink she's absent coz she got fever yest.haii. but the clashing of dustbin covers were funny la. n the grease dance moves reminds me of my last yr's buzz@canteen.. i lyk the polka dots era. my 70's... summer night.. we go together. i miss grease. n i lyk my last yr's dance.veh cute.lol.r u shocked im home at 2.30pm? hahahx. can u believe it. i ate lunch in sch wif jazzy n char. den i saw susan leong.so greeted her. den i walked to drinks stall. realise my shirt was out at the back. n i was wearing my sinking socks summore.phew. she din see. i cld hav died.hahax. so packed bag n walked out wif them. im nice. i took 100 wif them eventho im suppose to cross the road. so went to srgn interchange. buy sour plums n jazzy bot twisties. so char went hme. den me n jazzy cross the road take 158. den 2 stops after jazzy's stop. i alighted to take 28 all the way to bedok.yay. n suchen is funny. she was lyk. 'hahas. i can do magic! i noe u and jazzy waiting for bus at srgoon!' hahax. mad mad one. manel came to me in sch..'today veh happy rite?' hahah. ssh. so here i am after 4 buses. 100,158,28,222. mad me. juz love buses n hate mrt.i broke my record of 3.30pm. hahahx. im so guai. i shall cont next time. cannot be lyk lst time, only reach hme after 5pm.neh neh. ronnie took over eng today coz serene ng nvr cum. den sheena jazzy thot free period so came back late. n ronnie goh sort of scolded them abit. i scared he tell mr yau since they good friends wad.coz huda say they were doing table tennis stuf.. no wad. im still in class lor. grr. after that all veh slack. CE was normal. den the talk was okay la. i was juz abit moody. hope cedar do well for the track thing today. i shall STUDY PHYSICS now!thats all! bye!=]
black&white ; 7/20/2005 02:59:00 PM
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hello ppl! im not going to talk so much abt unhappy stuff la..but random stuff. todays lesson r generally okay. my favourite tchr's lesson i din understand. dunno wad freefall acc..weird. there's physics test on thurs.im scared.
chi was slack.we went hall to watch movie.den char wrote her letter in the dark. i teared during the movie twice.so sad la. the boy so cute. =]
emaths was slack.coz go thru emaths test. i got 31/40. veh gd leh! i lyk. n im proud of myself coz there wasnt careless mistakes.is i realli dunno how to do. always the same qn that i dunno how to do.finally i get it now.den jogging go chem lab wif leeza,meiyi,yuyang n yuhan. yuhan was still carrying her bag coz she haven go her class yet.history,PE den chi in the hALL.
den normal lessons. so after sch me n char went 4Z to give cheryl letter. den i received 2 okay.so nice.one frm her n one frm white rubberband. so went to eat n came back for chem remedial.till now i still dun understand mole.im dead.sumone teach me the whole thing again pls? so went macs wif huiyun n liane to eat.
it was raining. so we wanted to borrow umbrellas frm the office but no more.den we saw mrs woo. so liane ask julia den she sent us to macs ok.at first we say potong pasir coz lyk veh bad. den she ask..macs issit? so we sat in her nice comfy car n went str8 to macs.so NICE. i hav a different impression of her now. bonus points. n we're not even her students. hahax.
haiya. i dunno wad to update anymore.juz happy that she replied.=]
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black&white ; 7/18/2005 05:18:00 PM
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okay.this is yet another one. i update twice a day..how wonderful. the previous one was quite a vent-anger entry. n i tink writing everything here is a gd way of su(4) ku(3). while char choose pple to say out her thoughts..
im still talking abt trg. today ar..sher siao one. i realli dun lyk playing wif her okay. smack here n there.. in oso hit me..not in oso hit me. best la. juz now smack so hard it hit my lips.lol.my lips bcame numb.realli. i was so scared it'll bcum swollen. den the next ball she wanted to smack but she hit her own partner wanling..wanling's left hand so poor thing.this sher ar, whole day inflict pain on us. our smacker of cgtt.violent ar. u go see her arm muscles..even worse den mine. coz she always 'la' or 'sa' qiu. i apologize to those not frm table tennis coz u wun understand.haha. n me n meiyi got so pissed wif her smacking we realli dowan to play n juz say..u win la. we ren shu. coz the balls all cum back once or twice. when its her turn the ball will surely end..coz she'll definitely smack. i hope she go hit her opponents but not at us. see our skin, red spots all over.
n mr yau paired wif jazzy n sheena to play wif us. so 1st 2 matches we won. but 3rd one against jazzy me n meiyi lose alot of balls.coz jazzy n yau's tempo both different.one so fast one so slow. me n meiyi lyk sum siao animals running ard the table at different speed. so we lost.den next one against sheena. she net one ball den bcum 6 all. so i was picking balls n i saw juniors playing double bounce n i got quite distracted. so i said 'ahem ahem to them' n when i came back to play i lost my concentration. coz the part abt them playing double bounce keeps flashing back! stupid la. n i hav problems controlling my emotions.realli. i tink i cant control my anger.y am i so emotional? y am i so revengeful n unforgiving? y cant i start everyday wif a smile? y? eh.this sounds so krishna frm our lit bk.hahax. self-reflecting.
i was juz talking to leeza. n i realise her entries r all general life stuff..meaning to life while mine is everyday life where i write how i felt for the day. n i believe i can read again n again to refresh my memory when im old. if u ask me abt oac now, i dun tink i can remb alot.hahax. i find reading older entries veh meaningful coz u noe how much u change everyday. i hope to be more matured.can i?
mr yau played wif yuting for warm up. n i tell u, yuting is damn brave. she realli sat tamade or wahlau straight at his face.coz mr yau net n ace. n yuting was lyk wad attitude la. n tmd..*doot* censored. he was arrogant n yuting had to pick balls for him. n yuting was lyk 'he tink he veh gd meh?'sthg abt him being tyco. wah.she was this close to saying the f-word. reminds me of peiyu.coz when peiyu miss a ball she will 'oh f' as in she say f not the real word. or the ff..haha. n sumone i used to respect said the f-word which changed my opinion of her. [not that i dun say the f-word..but when i do im realli pissed. i juz said it recently coz of sum stupid arguement which was senseless. it was in the hall when we need to watch the chi movie.]oh that person is veh corlor.dunno how to spell la. she stand while eating her noodles wif one leg on the bench.so unglam. i lyk her coz shes pleasant looking n her smile is veh sweet. but she minus alot of points recently.haii.
yes.regarding HPC elections.. im quite stuck. achala/dhilshad.
achala can speak realli well. the mike is hers. shes the kind that the sch will send to represent cedar. a realli eloquent person.while dhilshad is funny.as a fren, shes nice. n i love her during camp.veh cute.'campers..pls keep quiet!' hahax. she can be abit on the softer approach but her performance during th Q&A was not impressive enough. but staff peiying n apriani ask them qn leh. hoho. nvr thank her specialists. veh funny. but i liked her speech. a leader says we not i. n lets go instead of go. veh meaningful n enlightening.
i still haven finish eating my cookies. im growing fat. hahax. char's cupcake realli cupcake. but i cant bake ask me cook no problem man. char cupcake cookie has a clash in tastes as in the flour is abit salty n the choc is sweet.so there was a wrong smell.haha.but the other two was nice.the taste was gd. i tink im going to hav a sorethroat.studying wif wanling[4p] tml. i beta do well for phy if not im dead. my a2 will fly away. okay la. i blogged too much.haha. eventho i noe i can write summore but its late n u're bored.lalala.bye! pls tag.
black&white ; 7/16/2005 06:10:00 PM
hoho.im trying out this colour.hahhas.i juz ate huiyun's cookie that is ard palm size..n im drowning myself wif water now.i dowan to end up sick n fail my stupid chem test again. u noe i failed by 1 mark? im damn sad okay. always liddat one. n its coz i was sick the day b4, so i cldnt study wif my drowsiness after eating the medicine..n ALL my mole sums r wrong. 6 straight crosses down my paper. it happened again.. still remb jan, i was sicked for a wk too. n i had to cum back for chem test.that time, i failed by 1/2 a mark. so moral of story is, nvr get sick b4 a chem test. now that i failed, i have to get full marks for my physics which is quite rubbish eventho ive nvr nvr gotten an a1 b4.[hehe] but still, i dun hav enough confidence for the coming physics.n wad if my combine drop to a B or C? i'll cry la. i want to maintain my 70s.. aiya.shld hav studied wif suchen so she cld teach me..all KFC's fault!hmph. hahhax.
i shall talk abt moral values. i HATE PPLE HU BREAK THEIR PROMISES. u noe i treat promises veh seriously. my frens will noe. if ppl pangseh me i'll flare up. thats bcoz i broke sumone's promise in the past. n it lead to so many consequences..including frenship. yes. so i hate it when u say u will but u dont.understand? i will not write out the exact name. lets use a 'YUCK'.
kay.the story isnt lyk this,edited.but its sumthg lyk that coz i dowan ppl to noe de person. so yuck was suppose to bring me sthg impt lets say.n on that day, he lied. cuming up wif sum lala story of the taxi.i feel my eyes rolling by itself. n he cld juz say he didnt want to bring it or he cldnt bring it. y muz he lie? stupid liar. hes such a big fat liar. n the story was fake n he claims it to be true. so his dotter hu noes him well knew he wldnt buy it. n i knew it too. but its the principal of the matter.[clara] if u cant bring it, say so! y beat abt the bush n cum up wif stupid excuse.so he PROMISED to get it the next day which was utter rubbish. n there he goes, another stupid excuse.so all the rest knew it n forget abt it n i was so PISSED OFF i ignored him n hes so called jokes. stupid slacker.stingy wif noe moral values.the end. i dunno whether u will understand but i noe many do coz they were there.
next, i shall talk abt greetings. as in the 'hi,hello,boo or my favourite *waves*' so its rude if u dun say hi to ppl. but u can only say hi if u see the person n the person is also looking at u. okay, i dunno wad im writing.. juz saying that simple greetings can light up a person's day esp mine. i mean when ppl smile or even nod their head is respect for one another rite? im getting out of point. Char will noe y im writing this. greetings affect me alot i realise. lyk if my fren nvr say hi to me i'll be quite sad.hahax.
i shall talk abt trg nowadays. okay. thurs also my bdae, my favourite tchr came! hes veh cute okay. he wore a bright yellow shirt that resembles our new pe shirt. so i thot it was quite funny. he came wif michael chia.so he played n mr yau was there too. ronnie is veh funny.i tink he looks veh cute. yay. so they play their stuff we play our stuff. played comp. n i won all. chen wen train me n meiyi as doubles.. yay. i miss playing doubles. i lyk the sad story of ours in sec 1. when our ex coach, lao jiaolian detested us. how can sumone be so mean to us. when we went cedar in p6, he complimented on our skills. wah this one can 'la' veh gd. lyk wadeva. so we stupidly entered cedar by their lying skills n ended up being so mistreated. he scolded us lyk wad. insulted our ex coaches? lyk meiyi's ex coach frm nanyang is chen wen la. hes insulting chen wen in that sense. n i tell u..he;s strokes are WRONG! u noe thx to him, chen wen had a hard time teaching meiyi the right way for back hand. he shuang train us, bu shuang throw us to ms tan.wah lao think we r tools for winning in comps ar. n ms tan is national player summore.they teach so differently la. one say the other is wrong.other say one is wrong. u noe i cried coz he said 'bu zhi dao ni yi qian de jiao lian zheng me jiao ni de.quan bu dou jiao cuo!' means dunno how ur ex coach teach, everything is wrong. i ran out of the sports hall n started sobbing realli bad.lyk hes correct. he wanted to teach wanling can.lyk wanlling frm stta u want to teach her.omg.n he cldnt play wif yuyang coz yuyang is too gd for him n yuyang sort of ignored wadeva he said n he gave up coaching her leaving her to chen wen.
he such an irresponsible coach. he can only teach changjiao which me n meiyi dun hav.so stop his rubbish. i noe leeza is he jiao chu lai de n now shes the captain. yuqin was his student oso.u see, changjiao bcum so pro then he tink he big. but actual fact, huamian takes 5 yrs to learn, changjiao takes 2 yrs to be at the same level.thats y yuqin bcame so gd in such a short time from a double player to a singles. n i started playing since i was 8. my experience is equal to the sec 4s[peiyu,yuhan] coz they started in p3.
oh yes.back to laojiaolian.i alrdy give him face by calling him jiaolian la.now that he has retired n yu jiaolian cums, i feel so relieved. the whole team noes i hated him lyk shit. when the hcjc pple cum for frenly match last yr, he told the tchr-in-charge..'ni kan zhe liang ge xiao xue jiu kai shi da.ke shi qiu lian le deng yu mei lian' means u see this two girls[me n meiyi] played since pri sch.train oso no use.[equals to no train] he said that to the tchr. u noe i felt so pissed last yr i told chen wen straight. n ms chng. so ms chng talked abt him being old so muz respect him. it reflects badly on us okay.so i told ms chng every single insult he said abt us. n i cried in the process, even meiyi teared okay. me being me realli cldnt stand him so i juz said everything i felt.but of coz meiyi juz add here n there but its mainly me hu talked. our lower sec life was lyk shit. we were thrown frm ms tan to laojiaolian back to ms tan. coz ms tan always not in spore den can only cum on sat.he cant teach us la thats y he wants to throw this burden to other coaches.juz him i can wrote one whole page.best rite.n im not even half done.he is realli one person that i cant stand even up till now. n suchen they all always say,' juz bear wif him.he's alrdy above 80.dun be rude.' the reason y me n meiyi cant perform well in sec 2 comp was bcoz he did not train us. n even if he did, it was pointless. he is one super biased person. sec 1, me n meiyi, yuqin n suchen pair..he will surely train suchen they all more coz is he lian chu lai de.means no backgrd frm pri sch. n meiyi's backhand got prob plus my chuo qiu abit wrong.so last yr against st nicks, 2:1..pressure on us. coz if they win us they win. n me n meiyi was realli dying wif all the pressure. he screamed at meiyi for losing so many balls. n we were alrdy leading by 2 sets but juz cldnt make it. n it was bcoz of my fighting spirit. after i lost that match, i realli cried. n mr yau said to the whole team my fighting spirit was ZERO. it was veh hurtful coz i did try my best. u see, when u lose, the sch blames u, but the team supports u. n it was the seniors hu comforted me which made me stronger now.
this is a rather nonsense entry. i noe sum may tink im exagerating but i realli feel this way.i lyk pairing wif meiyi.coz we r familiar wif each other, we been thru difficult times. but when given a choice btwn she n leeza. i can only admit leeza n i makes a better double. me n leeza only lose to rgs that sec 4 double. but shes too gd la.so the sch wants her to play singles. but im still happy to be back wif meiyi my blur penguin.=]
black&white ; 7/16/2005 04:56:00 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! n elaine, jiamin n michelle? hahax. yup. found out this few cedarians only..hehe. yay! the day has arrived! my 15th birthday! which means its time for me to make IC.my photo looks abit er..sweaty? ya. thats wad charmaine said.hahax.okay. today morn, received many sms n my msg memory was full k.. so had to delete my previous sms.so sad.. macdonalds wished me happy birthday! hahax. so lame. n elaine manage to sms me at 11.59pm. best. char n wijaya slept thru their alarms. so went to sch veh early.. forgot to bring hse tee for trg so had to wear my stinky pe shirt again.dun be disgusted!
reach sch, got a big happy birthday frm diana, clara n char.. den presents.. Char gave me a long n BIG letter. 6 eightdays big. 25 postcards stick together all abt our frenship our craziness n disgustingness!! an essay abt me. hahahx. veh SWEET!! aww. im super touched. but tears cannt cum out coz i knew it on mon le.but its veh veh nice! :)))) n there's another present frm her.. erm..she bake 3 sets of cookies wif suzanne. then one bcame a cup cake!! hahhax. coz she buy wrong flour. a cupcake cookie. the other 2 were lumpy n big. but the wrapping is nice! 3 postcards each for intro. n another 3 for box. so total she used 31 postcards plus dunno how many sms everyday..:)
suzanne gave me another set of cookies. n my class ppl ate 1/4 of it la. my broken heart cookie.hmph.suzanne made a huge tuppleware of heartshape n star cookies. one had my name carved but it broke.so sad. but its damn nice! she so kan bu chu can bake one.. huiyun oso buy me cookie. famous-amos cookie lollipop..veh cute.but she forgot bring my postcard.haha.;) clara gave me a bottle! yay! my adidas..odd shaped blue one.=] n ya.my tuition 'fren'[that was 2 days ago] gave me a cushion!black n white its nice la. i lyk to hug it.
so sheena,jazzy,leeza n mingjin bot a spag top for me.thx ar!-_-'' still have to try for them to see.. its blue wif white n pink straps. n they oso bot 4 animal cups, represent themselves.sheena the cow,jazzy the mouse[she eat lyk one],leeza the dog[no..suppose to be lizard] n mingjin the cat[she lyks garfield]..n ive decided to use them on trg days, tues,thurs,fri n sat.hahax. n leeza wrote a letter, veh nice oso..
yes yes! i love this one too. sec 4s: suchen,peiyu,trix,qinx,janica shared a roxy wallet..its purple wif polka dots! damn cute can! n its leather. i love it. i love my polka dots.meiyi say i muz vote for achala coz she used polka dots umbrella.lol.
meiyi oso veh sweet..she woke up at 2am to make my puff. she went delifrance to ask whether she can buy the dough.the person say cannot.but meiyi begged her so she bot it at the usual price. its chocolate puff..she veh funni.coz wake up still abit blur den microwaved it[she calls microwave an electric oven.] to 3 different shades of brown.gradient of colours.light brown not too cooked, normal is gd n de dark one is chaotah,hah. but veh sweet coz she woke up at 2am n slept at 3.30am.aww.n she complain of dark rings.
meiyi oso bot me a hp pouch coz she finds mine old n disgusting.hahax. still blue la.n wrote a sweet postcard.y everyone got write abt her de.hah.nvm.she wrapped the whole thing wif lyk 5 layers of newspapers! the tearing part is tiring.in the canteen, ppl were laughing.
yeongeun n evan is so cheeky la.they purposely dun talk to me for veh long. den evan say hi n bluff say she no $..in the end last period pop out sthg big n heavy! its a cat mug[blue] wif alot of lollipops.i tink im gonna hav to go dentist again.veh cute.same wrapper as nana.ern gave me another set, a necklace wif 789[she,me n evan] coz our index no. was 17,18,19. n a bag wif 3 shades of blue folder. 3 letters frm yeongeun evan n aaron.evan n her design still so nice.yeongeun go combine our photos then put my sec 1 long hair de.coz she cant find.erps. but the letter was veh sweet.aaron's one i got no comments.weird weird one.nvm.ye say their shopping moto was 'blue!evrythg blue!' hahhax
next,liane n diana bot me a pouch which was suppose to be a pencil box. but i use long ruler de.n its too small for me la. diana say they cant find long pencil box for me.hahax.so i can put stuff..hehe.happy hse one.veh cute.;) pigs.
next, my mortal rong qi give one. i juz opened its veh cute oso. i gave a similar one to yuqin last yr. an animal thing to set the date..lyk calendar?dunno how to explain. i tink everyone is buying catty stuff. its a cat wif cat card that has a badge which says wrinkle free zone.veh cute.MEOW. evryone noes i love cats.yay!
last but not the least..one last one frm a special person. she baked brownie for me early in the morn.. n she wrote a postcard that contains alot of stuff. okay.its veh nice! she pass to yuhan.hahax. but when i saw her i haven received the present so din say hi yet. thankew!=] the brownie is wrapped in aluminium foil wif my name n happy bdae n a smiley. den its sweet, brown n nice-smelling. hard on outside soft on the inside.veh nice!chocolatey.. the postcard was quite funny la.hahax. n im suppose to say hi to her next time.n dun care wad other ppl say. this present is veh memorable n specia and was meant to be a surprise frm charmaine n nikki but i sort of guessed it beforehand.hahax. the fishy thing is this.hmph.but THANKEW CHARMAINENEO N NICHOLYNTEO FOR SUCH A NICE PRESENT!!sweet n unique. char claims its her idea n noone esp sheena, jazzy or acc can steal it.yes.:))))))))))))))))))) i've flown to the sky n landed back in one piece.
thx for all the hugs..NSN,wanling,yeongeun,evan,meiyi n etc etc. alot of pple. u noe hu u r la.=] shiangnee so scary.during recess, char say 'eh shiangnee!', so i was quite prepared to say hi or what but she such a successful boo-er i still screamed in the end.hehe.n ppl frm de other table turn ard.
thankew for all wishes..all sms,testi,tags,hand-shakes n letters/postcards. i appreciate them alot! n i have a nice 15th birthday! may all my wishes cum true.. this is too long n bores u..so thats all! bye!=]
black&white ; 7/14/2005 08:18:00 PM
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hello! 7 hr plus more to go! countdown is fun! okay. today, peiyu veh funni okay. this morn my fone vibrated..so i thot 'wah..so early..hu msg me?' den peiyu wish me happy birthday! lol. so i replied,' lol. eh. my bdae not today! is tmr! hahahx.' den she say oops, see the date wrongly.. hahax. so i told her beta dun go on the day for O level paper.=] nana gave me present dis morn.hahahx. veh cute. n its all blue..i love it!=] thx!
i hav alot to talk abt..i haven seen my 2nd sis for 4 days plus.. coz she working.. den when i cum hme she haven cum hme. when she cum hme i sleep alrdy.. when i wake up, she still sleeping. she work as promoter..sum facial dunno wad. frm 11.30am to 9.30pm.siao rite. summore its at woodlands! lyk one east one west. haiya. haven talk to her for so long.hmph. but i hav been cooking rice for my elder sis.. she always so late cum hme den i hav to cook for her. but by the time my parents cum back i'll hav gastric alrdy..me so poor thing!n my 2nd sis even hav to work on weekends la.
ohoh.. i forgot to say..keep fit day is fun! =] i played table tennis wif ronnie goh. lol. he's ball veh weird. quite 'zhuan' so i veh difficult to play. summore i nvr play for one wk n wearing sch u can..sweat lyk crazy.. n i hit his head.o0ps.hehe. den he laughed. but i he lyk abit dun regconise me.. dunno la. weird weird one. i played the malay marble game. veh fun! n i tried to use chop sticks to pick up marbles frm de water.. so difficult. i was so slow. took abt 5 mins. leeza less den one min fin liao.-_-'' ya. den dad went back indo to bai ahgong. so he came to fetch me.den we go causeway to eat so later can fetch 2nd sis hme.=]
yest, i went trg!!! lyk finally. the last proper trg was last last sat.hahah. so slack ah! tyhe sports hall is painted light purple.hahax. gay. n i lyk yu jiaolian! he's super nice! he say he might buy cake for me tmr.. den whole team can celebrate n eat! i told him..'jiaolian.. bu yao you ti neng jiu ke yi le'. means dun hav PT can liao.haha. meiyi came back frm her 2 wks mc! coz she pulled her left arm muscle. dunno how la. throw ball oso can pull..lol.[service] i missed her alot.. coz noone warm up wif me properly. summore i cant warm up wif changjiao that type.haii.
yest was damn malu.. at the stupid chem lab. go look for ms chng la. haha.. den saw sumone dat i was not suppose to see.yup.wanted to run away but sheena go pull my bag.grr.phew.leeza found out yu jiaolian cuming so din hav to look for ms chng anymore.jazzy wore specs yest.arini cut her hair short. veh cute. hahas. she n her JS.lol.my dad juz called to say no dinner.erps.im alrdy at hme.
juz now, went out wif charmaineNEO n jaslyn! hahax. veh fun.. we go kovan eat den take neos. so i ate yoshi den they dapao kfc.. i tell u..i eat damn slow n i din touch de drink at all.hehe. den we go take neos coz i nvr realli take wif char b4. i begged jaslyn to cum wif us la.she veh cute n veh nice. so we choose this funny machine. den we saved one dollar coz previously there was alrdy a dollar in side.[1/8 coins] n char lost 4 dollar coins at the HSL thing.. n shes veh affected. coz thats the neos money. so we took a few shots n jaslyn pop in for 2 pix. den me char got this super gay pix. we hav big hug wif a PURPLE backgrd. lol. den we laugh alot la. lyk mad women.hahax. so after that..
cut cut cut den char nid to buy wrapping paper to wrap my present but she dunno how to wrap.lol. den de person veh irritating. coz 40cents oni, so she ask u want to buy this buy that.. biscuits? got wad discount here n there. ahahx. den when we were abt to leave.. i laugh at jaslyn for dropping a keychain wif her bag. den when i was turning ard, i realise on the floor got lyk 7 BIG softtoys on the floor!!! i emphasize on the word big.. my bag too big liao.lol. so i was so malu!! slowly pick everything up. laugh at pple la.. laugh summore.. in the end drop my things..HAHA.
so we went to sum tuition place to steal postcards. n jaslyn take alot.. aLot. i was shocked. then the person see us lyk, juz cum in ttake postcard..so she ask us see the tuition schedule. yup. got e n amaths..combine. its damn ex la. 30.5 for 2 hrs. siao rite? so we said thankew n left. saw leeza wif her sis. went toilet den wanted to go hme. i tell u.. dunno is i jinx jaslyn or she jinx me.. coz we both wanted to shit when we were at the busstop. n she felled down while squating down.hahax. we were deciding which was the best squating position.. den her bag heavy..so we were laughing n she lost her balance n ended up sitting on the floor. imagine 3 cedarians squatting weirdly at the busstop! hahax. alot of pple staring at us..so we went hme.. both of them srgn n me bedok. FAR.
haiya. i abit scared tml.. i dunno y. got a feeling sthg bad will happen.. so weird. i tink im paranoid! jess juz wished me happy birthday in advance!=] yes. my birthday wish is to smile more n not have a black face.. coz my mortal say i veh fierce.. n i shld smile more.. that time i scolded at them wad.. so they scared of me..hehe. srry! n nana oso say my face veh black. when i dun smile lyk so scary. SO.. yest at trg, i smile to meiyi, sher, yuting, nana they all. den yuting xia dao.lol. i dun smile say i look fierce..smile liao den got a shock. meiyi thot wad happen thot ahem do sthg.. den she still say i veh teh.. :( haiya. me practising wad. n today walking out that time met yuhan n meiyi. den yuhan say' eh smile! lyk yest!' den i abit blur. so funny.. meiyi anyhow talk rubbish.lol. suchen nvr go sch today.. yest walked in the rain so shes sick. aiya. she suppose to gimme the cca photos so i can pass to juniors. tml pass pay leh. die. but she so weak.. muz be nvr eat apple la! an apple a day keeps the doctor away wad. hahax. nvr see her buy apple liao. aiya.alot of pple haven seen the photos. im so lousy la.. ask suchen give peiyu, trix n yuhan.. den she forget return me..lol.
wah.. i write veh long leh. so addictive. tml, there'll be more! yay! 6 more hrs?
black&white ; 7/13/2005 11:00:00 PM
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hello! im back frm a nap! oh my.. let me tell u, HSL charity wk is so TIRING!! i was so drained after that.. was suppose to look after the stall but i secretly went out to promote my chicken wings! yay! my chicken wings r so GOOD rite? told lower sec out of stock actualli is reserved frm upper sec! hahha. novabelle say my wings r so nice.. mj oso. of coz, i told u its frm my dad's shop it'll be gd! tested n guaranteed. last yr so many ppl fight to buy la. my nuggets was okay la. juz sell n sell lor.
veh tiring ok.. talk until my throat so dry. n the tray is heavy. i manage to persuade trix to buy! yay. she say wah! so big! veh nice! hahahx. so acc borrowed $ frm elaine to buy my wing.. cheryl n elaine bot jelly..yay! then me n char went ard the sch to sell off! erer bot jelly for $1.. me n char went theatrette there.. so there were many classes.. mr yau bot gingko barley thing, almond jelly n one more i forgot.. n mr goh bot 20cents worth of appollo?lol. okay la. 20cents still money. mrs yeo borrowed $ frm yau to buy almond jelly.. total $5.50.. yay! easy money. n the sec 4s were quite amazed when we approached them coz lesson wad. but the tchrs still bring alot of food into their class.
our pe tchr, forgot his name.hehe. bot one whole plate of appollos for $1. i tink 20? hhahax. den ms regina zhou bot 5 appollos for $1.hehe. shes kind.
there is a part where clara they all were so embarrassed.. they wanted to perform so tvhrs will donate $2 but its was not successful la. n ms poon shooed us back for lessons. thk is irritating!! he say when i heard de announcement dis morn, i knew all of u wld skip my lesson. i waited till 11.40am. blahblah. he wrote ans on the board..rubbish la. want us to sympathise. i wanted to get back my emaths test but nvm. wait till thurs lor.haii.
so amaths was boring as usual. i was dozing off la. suresh so? i dun even sleep in wmc's lesson la! suresh ask us whether we understand composite functions.. most put hads on our table means understand abit.. rest totally dun understand... oh i saw her but she moved. 3sec.
black&white ; 7/11/2005 05:26:00 PM
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hoha. im feeling good now! coz i noe wad happen alrdy!! whee. the whole thing.. n i find it damn funny.. de start.. the middle..the guessing of name, class.. but i gave myself away.. so. the whole story is very amusing. n i wun forget it. ive changed my mind.. i will continue wad has happened.lalala..
charmaine.. yes. u can be detective.guess crrt only wad.big deal. but thz for listening to all my crap. HAH.
today no amaths tuition. okay, last night sis bot me 2 bras for my bdae. one normal one sb. den today in de bathroom.. i had a hard time wearing it. wonders hu created this whole thing so mafan!!!! lol. n i took so long la. char was laughing lyk mad. wadeva. not experienced cannot ar.hahha. but i lyk it.yay! sis still owes me one more sb.. she say next time buy again.whee.
i went to sumone's blog juz now..im damn disgusted can.. eew! i hope im slightly beta.at least i use nickname.. finally char admits she lyk purple veins.lol. 10 percent. HAHA.
i feel myself being happy again..i lyk. n those hu haven seen de cca photo pls look for me on mon..if not i will find u. its not bad. everyone's not bad la. n 3C will be selling food on mon. so pls support us! whee.im selling chicken wings n nuggets. mouth watering? hahax. my father's stall k.. u noe how nice it can get. last yr ppl cry when its out of stock. hahax. limited la. 20 only.LOL. im quite stupid la. so little only.=]
yay! 4 more days! juz 4 more days! any surprise for me?? hahahahaha. yay! wijaya ask me to memorise this script coz when i receive the present i mus do this: AHH!! SO NICE!! im so TOUCHED! *cries* yup. veh lame. but i tink all my presents i'll be liddat.lol. hahhax. im easily moved la. n she's gonna ask her mum to bake brownie for me? char buying cookie for me.. she n nikki got sthg fishy going on. hmph.*wonders*
alright..thats all. yay! im happy coz now i noe the whole thing. no matter how embarrassed i am..i'll try to bear wif it n survive everyday.*hides*
black&white ; 7/10/2005 12:32:00 PM
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hey ppl. i have alot to blog abt today.. coz im sad, angry, confused n worried all at the same time. sthg impt juz happen..yup. i juz got to noe that she noes. which explains too many incidents already. eg. y she look at me in such a weird manner.. n y i keeping seeing her ard.hmm. i dunno whether i shld be neutral or wad. shall wait till my bdae.i cried during recess.stupid me. i will not dream or think abt u noe hu.
lyk how many million ppl ask me? poot. i will try to stop u noe wad. i will keep mum if u shuttup! haiya.lost. im veh sad but thats out of the point. yup. the point is.. i trusted u.. i told u. u broke ur promise! y..y muz they do this to me? u all were suppose to keep quiet..but now. nothing is a secret. so the u/u all can u/u all pls confess now. hu broke their promise? hmph. i want to noe hu tell her?! nuts.i ought to find a hole for hiding. n im sick again. coz i was sad? issit psychological that i fall sick? i cld hav told my self to be sick.my sore throat is back n so is my fever.. charmaine finally thinks that rachelchin is nice! yay! gd for her..
anw,i have bcum more matured suddenly..no more childish acts. to forgive n forget. to be observant n keep my mouth shut n not to trust ppl so easily. i've learnt my lesson. im currently not realli looking forward to my bdae coz the worst thing juz happen to me.. n the day i fear most has juz arrived. too fast! one particular wish was unintentionally granted.not realli granted but half granted la. but still.. it happen thru the wrong way n the way i hate it to be.
thx to the mean pple out there to spoil my mood, to spoil my day lyk that. i will not forget.
so what if my birthday is 6 more days? whats the big deal of birthdays anw.. y cant all this happen after that.y? y muz they spoil my excitement.all thx to hu? i dun even noe. sumhow, i dun care whether my birthday is coming or not. since i'll still spent it alone or during trg. nthg special. wads going to happen in 6 days tme? will a miracle change wad has happen? i dunno. therefore my decision shall only be made after my 15th birthday. i pray hard it'll be pleasant.. i pray hard there'll be nice surprises..
oh this blog is no longer save n my last entry will be regarding my bdae..HAH.
its okay if u dun understand.coz i dun.n i hope noone does.=]
black&white ; 7/08/2005 05:31:00 PM
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my birthday is in one weeks time!! remember okay!! yay! reminder for all hu noes me!x) *hint* *hint* so far my tuition fren treat me to gelato ice cream! whee. thats all. but i love birthdays.. its not realli the presents but juz a way to noe how many ppl remb u or care for u. its the blessings n wishes that i lyk. charmaine buy my present le. whee. todays the 060705 + 7 days = 140705!
the chem test was quite screwed up la. MCQ oso so difficult. if i wasnt sick on tues, i wld hav spent my time reading more chem instead of sleeping lyk a pig at hme. if i had gone sch, i wld hav brot my chem file hme which will bring me better results. stupid mole! emaths was rather ok.. i tot is lyk dat time, so difficult n i was going to fail.it turned out to be a timed assignment.CHEY! but i forgot how to do completing the square!! ah!its the same chap where i missed out coz got comp. and and and another one oso! haii. but i shld be able to pass.
got back my linear law test! omg. i tot i was going to get lyk 2 marks! coz i oni find 1/y n plot the graph thats all. n q2 i found the gradient. q3, i got full marks! yay! 2 marks oni la. so total: 6.5/15! failed by 1 mark.hmph.
prays hard everything will be fine.. n my throat will be better coz i accidentally ate pretzel? hehe. fever gone down.yay! cya! bye!=]
black&white ; 7/06/2005 05:52:00 PM
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hehe.im sick! i have high fever n sore throat.sun night: ate kfc chicken for dinner.. nvr drink enough water..so b4 i sleep, my throat was already hurting.. at abt 1.04am..i was shivering lyk mad, damn cold n i felt damn hot.tried to wake my sis up but she din hear.den i used my fone to msg my 2nd sis in other room, but she still sleeping.so i suffered for 1hr b4 my elder realised i was calling her. so she poured water for me n ask me whether i want panadol.NO! i do not lyk panadols.
i wore shorts n trackpants n a long sleeve shirt to sleep. mon suppose to go picnic wif clara they all but i got fever..so wasted. so went to see doctor.. 38.8degree celcius.. high fever plus sore throat. so after drinking soyabean, ate medicine n went to sleep. at abt 2pm, my elder sis came home. shes sick too. fever n sore throat oso. n my 2nd sis lost her voice.all thanks to kfc.haii. today, dad oso sick..he got the exact same medicine as me. fever, antibiotics n lozenges..so 4 ppl sick la. my mother juz recovered so its kind of my whole family sick.
today too weak to go to sch..woke up in de morn but too tired n fever haven gone down.now still got abit leh.. i scared i bcum stupid.hahah. so i was on mc today. tml got chem test. i remb the last time i had diarrhoea, the next day oso chem test n i failed. i hope i dun fail. n my chem file is in sch..all my notes plus mole calculations, formula thing..die.
guess thats all. pray hard for me that i remb wad i studied today n pass my chem n emaths tests!! ciao!=]
black&white ; 7/05/2005 04:31:00 PM
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hey! okay. i still want to complain abt my seat.. i cant see the board! esp on the extreme left! haii. evevn janine oso say my place veh diff to see, shld tell mrs loy. char so far frm me..i hav sthg to say oso cant tell fairuz..coz she dun understand. n i want to talk to char lor. i miss ms wong.i tink i prefer her teaching! hahas. i understand beta. noz stupid functions i dun understand. n im so used to asking char, n discuss how to do..now sumone asks me, i realli dunno. haii. im suppose to teach fairuz la.. but so far shes de hardworking one.
oh. my dad made breakfast for me on thurs.. so din go canteen. n i tink acc wanted to intro.lol. k nvm. sum of u wun understand. n i felt so wasted. coz she wanted to intro n i happen not to go canteen in de morn to eat.hahax.so i tink last period, pang laoshi ask me n char go find rachel frm 4m. chey.i tot rachel chin.hahax.den on de way upp de spiral staircase, me n char met her!!! omg. i was so damn dissracted..coz i dunno wad i was talking abt.lol. n SHE LOOKED AT ME!!! lol.she looked at me okay! lyk first time! for so long summore.. lyk she noes me n wants to say sthg..hahax. n she looked at my nametag too! after that, char was lyk 'eh!!! she looked at u la! so obvious!!eee.' i was so high after that.cldnt stopped laughing.HAHAH. nehneh. char is jealous but too bad. we walked past 4c but she nvr see anything.haii.wasted.
fri, she din see me. but nvm. i veh scared she noe i ahem her. coz it'll be damn wweird. but ssh. noone noes.lyk REAL! aiya. ni zhi wo zhi, ta bu zhi jiu xing le. hahas. im studying wif suchen on tues. gonna ask her on mole. n im not going trg. mr yau scolded sec 3s for slacking. n he indirectly said i slacked lyk mad. coz he talk so much crap abt sports scholarship.lyk wadeva.haii. i noe im not suppose to be sports scholar la.. dun hav to say to the whole team i slack lyk mad rite? n we did not mean it. its juz the wrong place at the wrong time. argh* he said sthg lyk u hav to be norminated n stuff, attitude n most importantly FIGHTING SPIRIT. i noe my fighting spirit not alot but i try ok. n he said sthg lyk oni 5 selected for each level. n he wun be so lenient abt de selection this yr. wad crap lor. if u tink i cant be den take back my $500.. i rather not have it. shall not talk abt it, forgive n forget.[ms chng] yes.
okay.. i went to cut hair wif mj n jazzy!! i lyk my hair! altho is abit weird. the person style until veh nice. i cut at hair etc, $16. not bad la. the person is good. me n jazzy's hair abt the same. but i dunno how to style la. haiya. n after that, its so nice, i went to take IC photo wif my eew camp tee. lyk beige in colour? wrong wrong. but i look quite ok. took off my specs. haha.
angel-mortal game is lyk usual.. i wrote to my mortal! she so fast noe its me liao. im damn lousy la. not fun. coz she saw my letter to yuting.lol..nvm. we can still write to each other. n i feel super weird when i talk to her during trg coz lyk i noe her but i dunno her.haha.nvm. but i enjoy writing to ppl.
yup thats all.i'll continue to dream of knowing her! 11 days countdown to my birthday!whee!=]
black&white ; 7/03/2005 06:11:00 PM
