20041029
im gonna miss 2N2.. n dats a fact. im changing de time.
today, we played our last games in dat classroom..n had our usual circle talk. cleared things up btwn my two dotters, pris n char, finally. thx to huever hu brought up de issue. im currently listening to a song dat is sad too. so it fits de climax n all. char began crying n numb all over when jenn[judge] was raising de issue.
they started wif wad made them so unhappy wif each other n how it linked to clara's clique[enthucomm]..u juz hav to tell each other de truth. i guessed i was glad in de end. n i saw de sheena for de first time she talked so much , lyk debating lyk dat. makes sense u noe. she wasn't crying when she said it.but when they hugged each other, she broke down on de floor.it was reallii touching to see them hug each other..especially when pris n char cared for each other n talked to each other today.i cried.. i wun object to crying n i knew i wld cry..
finally.. it has been so stressful for me.. lyk im de middle person. i lyk char alot n i enjoy being wif clara. so there's no way i can side wif either person. i told both of them dat i wld be de middle person 4eva.. when both sae bad things abt each other, i muz listen n try to hide it sumwhere inside me. stressful u noe. but i was realli surprise when char tot it was me hu told enthucomm abt her blog psswrd..she suspect its either me or him. im gonna hate him. he's one bloody disgusting jerk hu sow discord btwn each other, no mind of his own, indecisive son of a bitch, n a freak bastard. how dare he make me n char's frenship bcum lyk dat. he's juz goin to die a horrible death.. both cliques patched up which i tink is lyk quite gd la.. no more avoiding n hurting other ppl's feelings.
n irene's leaving.. i dun regret saying bad things abt her coz sumtimes i tink she deserves it.. but still she part of my cedar life n im gonna miss her. n i hope de theif hu stole jolene's fone will own up n apologize to her for causing so much misunderstandings. y muz she break de trust? i bet she muz be having alot of stress. i din hug her n i wun.. coz i cant forget wad she did. i dunno whether i forgive her or not.
n reagring de hugging part at de end of day, i cried n hugged many ppl. khongs realli cries n whines lyk a dog. so funni la. n sylvia is so tall!! i had to tiptoe juz to hug her. lolx. wanjing hugs realli tight.i will miss everyone. n i regret not taking down everyone's contact..haix.
little msgs for 2N2:
beat: thx for being so jasonish n caring towards me.
charl[shallot]: i will remb de way u cry n de sensitiveness inside u.
char[xiao dotter]: i nvr regret noeing u n i will miss u..
shimin: thx for de gossips n frenship u gave me.
val: wonderful jokes to make ppl laugh..
sylvia: u still haven tell me how to grow taller! rock on!
wanjing: i lyk ur smile n ur hug, thx.
amanda: great av rep.. jiayou!
jenn: great judge n nice chracter.[motherly]
liying: millions of sweets always sharing wif me!!=]
jolene: continue to spread ur contagious laughter to evryone.ncc rox!lolx.
karyn: sadist but regret not noeing u earlier. srry for my mean side.\
khong: sensible yet playful..nice cheeks!
sokyin: enjoy talking to u n sharing my thoughts.
jamie: gd grades! n remb to ask ur future partner to remove ur hair frm ur blouse every morn ar!! lolx.
yvonne: great ex partner, teaching me maths n explaining to me meanings of words.
ern ern: nice buddie.. funny cheeks.lolx.dirty mind.
evan: great knowledge regarding private stuff.lolx. nice laughter.ever ready.=p
clara: great companion for playing. 'oli damn cute!'
mich: prefect le.. guai but abit ego.lolx.
nsn: logical thinking n complicated mind.
sherry: caring, great fren to talk to.
xiaowei: lyks to read, always looking for bks.lolx.
christine: cheeky..low voice. dun skip trg!!
pris: nuer so cute. nice smile n great ballerina!
roch: sporty n funny la.[ce skit]
pearlyn: always ask qns. can massage ppls well.
mel: fun loving.
shin: gd monitress, responsible..
chloe: cat lover lyk me!!
shuen: artist/ painter waiting to be discoverd. lolx.
liming: vball devoter.. mature thinking..
silin: hist rep blur blur.lolx.
irene: gd luck for everything..
sheena: cute n great dancer!!
nickki: luvs animals n potential pc.
marion: nice partner i wun forget!!=]
mj: dun catch me for eating in class!!hahax.
i dun believe its gonna end. im sad. its too fast for me to react n clara still owes me 1.50 while i owe her a drink.=] 2N2 rox 4eva..
black&white ; 10/29/2004 04:18:00 AM
