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hey! okay. i still want to complain abt my seat.. i cant see the board! esp on the extreme left! haii. evevn janine oso say my place veh diff to see, shld tell mrs loy. char so far frm me..i hav sthg to say oso cant tell fairuz..coz she dun understand. n i want to talk to char lor. i miss ms wong.i tink i prefer her teaching! hahas. i understand beta. noz stupid functions i dun understand. n im so used to asking char, n discuss how to do..now sumone asks me, i realli dunno. haii. im suppose to teach fairuz la.. but so far shes de hardworking one.
oh. my dad made breakfast for me on thurs.. so din go canteen. n i tink acc wanted to intro.lol. k nvm. sum of u wun understand. n i felt so wasted. coz she wanted to intro n i happen not to go canteen in de morn to eat.hahax.so i tink last period, pang laoshi ask me n char go find rachel frm 4m. chey.i tot rachel chin.hahax.den on de way upp de spiral staircase, me n char met her!!! omg. i was so damn dissracted..coz i dunno wad i was talking abt.lol. n SHE LOOKED AT ME!!! lol.she looked at me okay! lyk first time! for so long summore.. lyk she noes me n wants to say sthg..hahax. n she looked at my nametag too! after that, char was lyk 'eh!!! she looked at u la! so obvious!!eee.' i was so high after that.cldnt stopped laughing.HAHAH. nehneh. char is jealous but too bad. we walked past 4c but she nvr see anything.haii.wasted.
fri, she din see me. but nvm. i veh scared she noe i ahem her. coz it'll be damn wweird. but ssh. noone noes.lyk REAL! aiya. ni zhi wo zhi, ta bu zhi jiu xing le. hahas. im studying wif suchen on tues. gonna ask her on mole. n im not going trg. mr yau scolded sec 3s for slacking. n he indirectly said i slacked lyk mad. coz he talk so much crap abt sports scholarship.lyk wadeva.haii. i noe im not suppose to be sports scholar la.. dun hav to say to the whole team i slack lyk mad rite? n we did not mean it. its juz the wrong place at the wrong time. argh* he said sthg lyk u hav to be norminated n stuff, attitude n most importantly FIGHTING SPIRIT. i noe my fighting spirit not alot but i try ok. n he said sthg lyk oni 5 selected for each level. n he wun be so lenient abt de selection this yr. wad crap lor. if u tink i cant be den take back my $500.. i rather not have it. shall not talk abt it, forgive n forget.[ms chng] yes.
okay.. i went to cut hair wif mj n jazzy!! i lyk my hair! altho is abit weird. the person style until veh nice. i cut at hair etc, $16. not bad la. the person is good. me n jazzy's hair abt the same. but i dunno how to style la. haiya. n after that, its so nice, i went to take IC photo wif my eew camp tee. lyk beige in colour? wrong wrong. but i look quite ok. took off my specs. haha.
angel-mortal game is lyk usual.. i wrote to my mortal! she so fast noe its me liao. im damn lousy la. not fun. coz she saw my letter to yuting.lol..nvm. we can still write to each other. n i feel super weird when i talk to her during trg coz lyk i noe her but i dunno her.haha.nvm. but i enjoy writing to ppl.
yup thats all.i'll continue to dream of knowing her! 11 days countdown to my birthday!whee!=]
black&white ; 7/03/2005 06:11:00 PM
