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hello.this is not lilin.ssh.
i feel veh stupid today.y issit that i dun reap wad i sow? okay. if ppl ask me how i study, how am i suppose to answer them? er.read read my notes. do abit of sums.im not even sure whether anythg goes into my head.grr.
my emaths class test on circles juz passed.10/20 n thk put a gd.haha.n i made lyk a million careless mistakes! i cld hav gotten higher. we juz got back our progress report.my l1r5 is 30..how wonderful.my studies dropped can. but thats if i include amaths.im sure if i use emaths it'll be so much beta.if only the PPR had my emaths at least there's sthg for my father to be proud of. thats the only subject i did well last term. i tink my studies r deproving.im losing my fighting spirit.im losing my faith n perseverence to cont studying.yuck.its alrdy t4w1 i beta start mugging if not it'll be too late.hafta read that sanmao bk coz the test is on wed. i juz screwed up another bio test.haii.expected.but i realli did tys.i hope i can get at least above 10/25.my bio got 23 n amaths got 20 /100.
tml start revising chi 3a shouce.by this wk muz fin chi n start on ss.
i realise i hav alot of amaths to catch up.agri i oso dun understand.lit muz buck up too.
trg has stopped.noone to eat lunch wif.eeyer.i watched too much meteor garden during the last wkend, i din do xtra studying at all.while many others r mugging lyk siao.i shall be a chao mugger.be motivated by others.i heard the sec 4s SS paper was rather difficult.
cant wait for exams to be over! juz 1 mth more..it takes 2 hands to clap, not one..
black&white ; 9/12/2005 05:36:00 PM
