20051007
hey.u noe wads shit? my exams sux like shit. yes i shall go in sequence then.
emaths paper 1 was difficult, i din noe how to do for alot alot alot.but paper 2 was slightly easier la. i tink i'll get 40+ if not juz pass kind.
SS!! omg. it mus be the environment.it muz be the aircon or issit juz complacency? the worst thing happened to me. I BLANKED OUT FOR MY SS PAPER!! :( i was practically staring at the paper for half an hour.u noe how horrible i felt? to see everyone else in the hall writing lyk mad?to see their pages filled one by one? n wad was i doing? crying.yes. thats the situation. i cldnt think.i was lost juz lyk the show lost.i was confused n din understand wad i was doing there..juz stared blankly at the paper, nthg in my head until the the clock ticks at 12pm..
heard the sch bell but still nthg in my head.panic lyk mad n kept on tearing n tearing but hu can save me besides myself? all the qns the sourcebased,essay, nthg rang a bell.. so i told myself i had to write sumthg n i can only blame myself for being so complacent.so i wrote rubbish for everythg..wrote half a page for essay.
geog was suprisingly easier than the usual tests.i tink i can finally pass geog! but im so goin to get single digit for SS.haii.its always one gd n one bad.
chem sux lyk shit.i didnt noe how to do anythg..felt so stupid.i din even tink that that topic was taught to us.haii.
phy was a little beta but im still goin to fail my combined.3 papers to memorize lyk siao..can die.
wads more to say for bio?ive long decided to gave up on that.n long decided not to touch it at all n so i did.n i had 1.5 hrs left n it was damn bloody cold this morn my teeth n fingers were shivering.so i lied down to hav less surface area exposed to the aircon behind n beside me.[cross-fire position] i was realli dying of the cold n tinkin how to drop bio n wads gna happen next after i drop when mrs loy pat my head! she told me to check my work.but its alrdy gone case! i din study..i dunno anythg..wad retina wad blind spot?
lit was rather weird.i dun even tink i can pass.its a 50-50 thg. the questions were weird..
alrite left amaths n 12N.beta do well coz my l1r5 confirm above 30 le.grr.
anw,when it was the exam break b4 my lit paper today,wrb talked to me! haha. its act our first time talking face to face la..sthg to remb..oh no.1 more wk n the sec 4s will be GONE.=[
black&white ; 10/07/2005 04:34:00 PM
