20051214
hello. im finally back! hahs. okay i need to blog abt my batam trip n one of my study times rite? okay. firstly, i try to speak english more often now since o levels is just next year.. and also, i dont want to get the lowest mark for oral. but u know sthg? my sis said i was fake. okay its very hurtful to me la. i mean i try to speak more so that i can overcome my fear of public speaking n stuff.. n she actually said i was fake? i wasnt pretending to be all that angmoh or what. very disappointing. so the batam trip was quite okay. i didnt want to go wif my cousins this weekend coz i learnt my lesson. last yr, went balai n bcoz of my 'duapai' uncle, we were delayed for 3 days. before that, his daughter had chicken pox so delay even more. we were supposed to leave on sat but he said he needed to work. so all 10 of us had to go back sg one day earlier all bcoz of him! argh* hello.. its our holiday not urs. u can come n go as u wish but dont affect us! i wanted to stay longer! why cant he just go back alone? stupid guy. anw, he's quite stingy too. everythg oso want to save..-shakes head-okay back to my batam trip last weekend from 09dec to 12dec. stayed in my cousins house..did shopping, bought 2 tops one for char.2 slippers one for meiyi n another for char again.bought one whole box of mee goreng.lols[40 packets less than 2bucks!] n a khaki green pants. similar to my ebase one but better i hope. i had lang barrier. they spoke malay n teochew! help! so most of the time i just kept quiet. oh! i bot a sling bag too! its maroonish brown! abit funny.nvm. i had my meals at their home which has 3 storeys! they only cooked fish n veggie! n im so not fish-lover! haahs. i was choked once so i never touched fishes wif bones.hahas. became a vegetarian for 3 days! i had eggs,pranws n sausages too, fortunately.batam doesnt have original vcds! all r pirated. i smuggled one in anw.ahahs. its a cd abt the rainbow connection.=) i watched harry p again, chicken little, wangzibianqingwa and corpse bride in BLACK N WHITE!! hahas. pirated until lyk dat.lol. my uncle sells icu dulux paint.their hse is painted so nicely n colourful! im full of envy! haha. they earned sing dollar but spend rupiah. its against the law la.no wonder they so rich! i didnt noe they cld use sing dollar in some shopping centres! so cool right? the exchange rate was 5760.gd gd for singaporeans. now my 2 cousins r in my hse.im sad. im a super lousy host! i think i realli heck care them.but seriously i hav to rush my holi hw n study 3 sciences plus amaths!! ahh! i dun have time to entertain them! this week was suppose to be my study week! now they stay in my hse i dunno wad to do. my male cousin eats alot! oh my. even my parents dun hav enuff food, they had to eat outside! i miss my mother's cooking! hahs. my cousin told me they dun cook chicken coz of the bird flu.hahas. i love my mum's soup! at batam i had no soup okay! =( next week trng starting! shit. im so dead. im still left wif eng summary,newspaper n doc review. ss judgemental qn n lit! so much la. how to finish? 2 weeks left only n i still dunno whether im dropping bio! *sigh* im so hesitant/ popomama i hate! right now one is doing work one in the room. i feel so uneasy! no wonder my mum doesnt encourage visitors to come. i will neglect them.they came at the wrong time la! my cousins want to study in sg.next yr doing sec 3 hopefully can find a sch..now still in the midst of finding one. i hope they can make it.. arent singaporeans lucky to have gd education? i shld not take things for granted.my face turns black automatically.realli cant control it sumtimes..haii.
black&white ; 12/14/2005 06:59:00 PM
