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shit. my A1 just flew away. stupid chi o's. sucks la. spent the past week reading chi.. can puke alrdy! i think i dreamt abt chinese too. =(very random post. if i knew this would happen, i rather not talk to you again. why must this always happen? maybe i shouldnt be too nice to ____. ____! dont misunderstand! i wish i didnt know ____'s reaction. i wish i could stop yuting from asking ____. haii. now i will just have to stop talking to ____. what's wrong with me? cant we just be friends? maybe im thinking too much. sigh.my arm hurts. ouch! im having stupid arthritis or wadeva it is.. i think i should see the doctor. but if i see, i'll waste money! so shld i see? i think i'll die of the pain. see? i just knew it. our friendship is gone. i hope there wont be anymore misunderstandings. those that i pray for came true finally. is she for real? is she sincere?went to geylang east library to take my cip records. let me tell u how screwed i am.last yr i lost my cip card. therefore all those times i spent in the lib doing cip with ye are gone! today went to check if they still have any records. just like what i expected, no more. i only have 30plus hrs. and 18 cca points. how am i suppose to minus points? i teared just now. all my effort and time while doing cip. argh. if i only i went to look for it earlier. now i have nthg. while looking thru the dsa application form, i realise how shibai i am. i have no more talent besides pingpong. and im oso not THAT gd. sigh. i regret not learning piano! i regret not studying in lower sec! haii. my list of achievements will be so bare. my sec sch life is boring. i have nthg to be proud of.a change in colour to represent a happier mood! i went to destress last night. went shopping with my sis! i saw this really nice dress! but doubt i have the figure to look nice in it. haha. it costs 96!! ouch. must start saving money. haah. GSS, nthg much la. i saw acp at dorothy perkins yesterday! lol. i couldnt regconise her at first, coz she wasnt wearing specs. haha. but she looks much prettier now.(: char is so jealous. ahha. saw korwoong after that. i feel like eating subway, though it stinks. haha.my birthday is coming! hurhur. like real. GOODBYE WORLD.
black&white ; 5/29/2006 05:35:00 PM
