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hello. pink for you. so she feels it too. ohno. thats bad. there's this thing going on between us for months. actually, i thought maybe after my season and her season is over, things will get better. apparently, its not. sigh. im sick and tired of feeling that there's this wall building between us. im sick and tired of trying to make an effort yet nothing can be done. im sick and tired of not being able to omprove on the situation. what's wrong? we're beginning to have lesser topics to talk about. we begin to be bored of each other's life. argh. we'll all end up going different ways after this but all i hope for is have wonderful memories with you, just like last year. rahh. when can we stop busying ourselves with things and truely spent quality time together? i try so much to make you happy, just what do you want me to do? since you enjoy them so much, just go with them, i'll be alright. i wish we could be like before.im sad.on a lighter note, massage course was great today. it was fun. and there's a test on thurs! lol. must study huh.. stroking, kneading,wringing, friction, deep tissue, acupressure,chopping and beating. whee. so cool. i was the only sec 4. quite awkward at first. but didnt regret going for it. so PEOPLE, IF YOU NEED SOME MASSAGE, I'LL GLADLY LET YOU BE MY GUINEA PIG!((: my sis shall be my first victim. -evil grins- that ms neo is damn strong. whenever she presses on my shoulder, it hurts. she said i was very good for the quads massage. YAY. big hands are good. i havent finish my maths yet! bish* stupid lazy me. had laksa yong tau fu and green apple aloe vera for lunch! yumyum! (: the last time i went, i had to lick up this noodle in this saucer filled with sweet sauce! so sweet la! gross.wed, thurs! both i cant wait. going shopping and waiting for vj's reply. lol. and after that, i'll have to decide. im in a dilemma. pouts-
black&white ; 6/05/2006 05:47:00 PM
