20070120
i feel like playing the piano again. i feel like playing marriage d'armour in a sad and slow manner just like how i played this morning in cedar.i feel like just giving up and hiding in my blanket.i feel like just leaving the team, leaving the school and do whatever i deem interesting.maybe im just not suitable for this sort of education system. maybe no matter how much i try i will never make it. i guess i can only say ' STUDYING SUCKS TRAINING SUCKS BUT THE PEOPLE ROCKS '. that sentence totally explains what im feeling yesterday. i miss crying with meiyi at that little corner outside sports hall during training. i really miss that spot. i wish vj has a similar spot for me to at least sit down and reflect about everything.. ):i have no idea what went wrong yesterday. please dont ask me anything. im really lost and confused. sorry partner. ):
black&white ; 1/20/2007 04:41:00 PM